The 'tear'

The 'tear' passed through my heart.

When I stepped into it I hesitated.

But, the 'tear grew more deep as I should complete it.

The pounding crippled my mind as I stood confused.

The 'rip' laid buried in my spirit.

I felt this before.

I have seen this already.

How could I have brought myself back?

It was as if my soul was retiring

But then suddenly - my spirit grew higher.

I had no intention to end it.

I couldn't!

I had one choice which was to allow it.

Now, the 'tear' is in my eye.

I tremble.

I cringe.

drop, drop, drop

I breathe.

I breathe.

The 'tear' has left me.

I remember, then I forget it.

It was,

But,

I am!