my sisters boyfriend

part one

I'm jealous,every time I look at them together I can feel my heart ache. I shouldn't be feeling this way, as the boy I'm talking about is my sisters boyfriend. I cant help it, everywhere I am they always turn up. the way they sit on the sofa cuddling, kissing and holding each others hand makes me feel sick to my stomach. 

his name is called Bentley, he is 23, he's got caramel light skin and blue eyes you could see from a mile away. my sister is 21 she's called Lucy ,with tanned body and brown hair. I love my sister so I don't know why I'm in love with her boyfriend. he would never go for me anyways, I'm only 16 and plus I've got my own boyfriend. I know its bad and I hate myself for it, I love my boyfriend as well I just don't know what to do.

my boyfriend is harry, blonde hair, green eyes and he is amazing. he's the same age as me and he is my next door neighbour. we have known each other since we were 5, running around our gardens playing mums and dads, our sleepovers and everything was good. just like a childhood should be. when we were 13 he asked me out and since then we are still together. but I cant help falling for Bentley. I wanna tell Bentley how  feel but I don't know how or when, but the hardest part would be telling harry I'm in love with somebody else as well. 

its monad morning (school day) I walked into the hallway towards the bathroom door, I went to open it but it opens. I paused, it was Bentley I didn't move for like 10 seconds then he says "you alright Chantel?" I didn't say anything, I just walked into the bathroom and shut the door. as I was showering I couldn't stop thinking about him. I got out and started getting ready for school." "ping" a message from harry

                                      'morning baby, how r u ill meet u outside at 8. love ya my sexy gal xxx'

I ignored it and started n my makeup today I went for a full face, foundation, contour ,highlight, mascara, nude lipstick, Smokey nude eyeshadow and false eyelashes. harry tells me everyday I don't need all this makeup that's why sometimes we argue, but we always sort it out. I've got 15 minutes before I see him, I feel sick. so I decide to go downstairs to get a glass of water. Bentleys sat down stairs in the kitchen chairs, I just breathe and carried into the kitchen. "what was all that about earlier?" he says. "chantel?" there was a pause. "why do u care, your not my boyfriend." I shouted, I was surprised Lucy didn't wake up and come down. then I just started to cry. "u can talk to me u know whenever you've got my number, and I do live here with you." his gentle caring voice said. I just snapped "maybe I don't wanna talk, why do u think I've been acting weird around u Bentley I'm falling for u cant u see." I didn't even look at him or let him speak, I grabbed my bag and pone from upstairs and ran outside the house. as I looked up , there harry was standing there at the end of my driveway, smiling but when he saw my face he ran up to me and hugged me. 

harry; 'babe what's wrong, what happened?"  me; ' don't worry, I just feel sick.' harry; 'you sure?' me; ' yeah I'm fine.' harry; 'I love u baby' I just paused for a couple of seconds then said ' I love u to' we were walking to school, and my phone rung. it was him I kept on ending it, but he kept on ringing. 'babe I need to take this ill catch up with u.' I said. 'alright baby. 'harry said walking off. 

                Bentley; ' what did u mean when u said u wanted me?.' 

                me; ' what do u think, I'm falling for u I hate seeing u with me sister, it hurts.'

there was a pause,

               Bentley; ' come and meet me and we can talk.' 

               me; ' I'm with harry going to school.'

               Bentley; ' after school then, ill come and pick u up?' 

               me; ' alright.'

               Bentley; ' alright, ill see u later.'

               me; ' alright.'

the call ended, I didn't know how I felt maybe I was happy but what normal person would be happy. I finally catched up with harry it was awkward but we got to school.

all day I was being off with every one, I felt bad but I couldn't help it. its the end of the day, and I'm walking towards the front gate when harry comes up to me looking really angry the only time he looks like that is when I've done something to make him mad. 

harry; ' what's been up with u all day?'

me; 'nothing'

harry; 'I'm not fucking stupid, I know wen my girlfriend I've been with for 3 years is upset.'

me; 'just go away.'

 harry; 'don't message me or call me you bitch.'

     I was thinking to myself don't cry I'm fine but I couldn't help it. he  just walked off, he didn't even look back.

I could see Bentleys black range rover, I'm feeling nervous about every thing. I open the front passenger seat, my hearts racing.

Bentley; ' have u had an argument with him ?' 

me; ' I don't want to talk about it.' 

Bentley; ' fine but u alright?'

me; ' yeah I'm all good.'

Bentley; ' I told Lucy that I'm taking u to get her something for Christmas.'

me; 'alright, where we going?'

Bentley; ' under Hamish bridge and stay there so no one sees us. is that alright?'

me; 'yeah that's fine.'

we are under the bridge and he stopped the car, we turned to look at each other and he just smiled. 

Bentley; ' I've been thinking about what u said and I do like u to.'

me; ' what?'

Bentley; ' you are kinder fit asf, and your funny when u wanna be.' we both laughed. 

we both jumped out our seats, we started kissing his hands all over me. 

Bentley; ' you sure?.'

me; ' yeah.'

Bentley; ' come to the back'