my sisters boyfriend

Part 2

i dont know what just happened, but it felt unbeliveable. it felt like a dream.

bentley; ' wow, that was just wow.'

me; ' i know.' 'what do we do now.' 

bentley; ' if u want i can pick you up everyday, and when lucy goes to work we can be together.'

me; ' thats sounds good.'

we kiss again and again, he holds my hand all the way home, i was so speechless. i know this isnt right, i live with my sister and im doing tis to her. she ahs looked after me my wole life, and harry thats just a stickky one. in my head ive got a plan how im gonna end it wih harry but i cant do it to him. 

we're home now, 'what did you get me?.'lucy asked as soon as we walked in. 

bentley; ' it wouldnt be a christmas present if i told you.' 

she grabbed him laughted and then kissed. i had to look away. if she really knew what happened she wouldt be hugging him and kissing him. every time he saw me around the house, he would wink and smile. (best thing ever). 

its been to days and harry hasnt spoken to me, not even at school. i know i shouldnt of got shitty with him, he must knows its not his fault so i decided to send him a message;

       'hi baby, im so sorry, i shouldnt of got mad with u its not your fault. ever minute i look at my phone and i cant see your name, it makes me feel sit. please message me or come over lucy said you can stay over if you want.? loves ya from your sexy gal. xxxxxxxxx'

its been a couple of hours, no reply i keep on ringing him but no answer. he is really mad with me.what should i do? go round there? keep messaging? or just leave it?

im lying on the sofa,sister in the kitchen with bentley when my phone starts to ring, its my baby;

harry; ' hello, you alright?.'

me; ' yh u?.'

harry; ' i dont know what to do babe, i know your sorry i need some time to myself so im going to my uncles for a couple of weeks, just to get a clear head. this aint me breaking up with you i love you and these coupe of days not speaking to you have killed me, i just need space baby.'

i didnt say anything, its cause of me he needs to clear his head, its my fault.

bentley; ' i love you baby.'

me; ' i know you do, when you going?.'

bentley; ' tonight at 6;30.'

me; ' can i come over?'

bentley; ' yh of course.'

me; ' alright.'

bentley; ' love you.'

me; ' ill see yyou in abiit.'

 then i ended the phone call, i had to get him to stay, i dont want him to go and leave me. 

i run upstairs to my bedroom to get dressed, i put on my white shoulder dress with my white nike haurches, my hair in a messy bun with no makeup. when i walk downstairs lucy says; 'u alright babe?' 

me; 'im gonna try and make harry stay here i dont want him to go.'

lucy; ' he loves you, you know he doing this cause he cares about you.'

me; ' i know.'

lucy; ' when you get back ill order dinner.'

me; ' alright see u in abit.'

lucy; ' loves ya.' 

me; ' loves ya 2.'

im at his door, i dont want to knock, i really dont want him to go. 'knock' 'knock.' my hearts racing, ive never felt so so nervous to see him. harry answers.

harr; ' you didnt have to knock babe.'

me; ' i know but you know.'

he gives me a hug and a kiss and tells me to go upstairs. 

harry; ' wanna watch tv?'

me; ' if u want.'         he puts on the tv, we both sit on his bed and lay down, him behind me hugging me. i have missed this so much.

me; ' im so sorry babe' as i turned to look at him.

harry; ' its not our fault.'   i knew he was lying cause it was my fault.

me; ' it is if i wasnt a bitch to you, you wouldnt be going.'

harry; ' it is what it is, i still love you and that aint ever gonna change.' 

me; ' i dont want u to go, please stay here with me, baby please.'  i break down into tears i hardly cry in front of him.'

harry; ' baby dont cry, i dont want to leave u but i dont know what to do.'

me; ' just stay here we can sort this out.'

harry; ' alright babe, i will.'     i had the most biggest smile on my face, i was so happy and he could tell i was. we lay there and cuddle didnt even say anything. lucy rings; ' is he staying now?.'

me; ' yh he is.'

lucy; ' good, does he wanna come round ask him then come round alright.' 

me; ' alright loves ya.'

lucy; ' loves ya 2.'

  the call ends.

me; ' wanna come to mine for dinner and stay?.'

harry; ' yh baby.'

as we get up to go he picks me up and kisses me. 

harry; ' you dont know how much i love you babe'

me; ' i do babey i do.' 

he puts me down and grabs my ass he always does it when we hug.