A few days have past since the day I first met Michael and they have been great. We've talked on the phone every day, for at least 3hours each time. Every time the phone rings I have to fight Silvia for it, her nosey ass is just jealous. I also got the chance of a lifetime, and I'm taking it. My sister is leaving for New York today to pursue her career in dancing and I've saved up enough money to move up there with her this coming Christmas. I'm so excited and it's 6months away. I've almost booked jobs for the whole time until I leave, so I should be set. Today is just a great day! Unfortunately I can't say the same about tomorrow, Michael is going back to California. I told him he can come over just for awhile. My mom is working and Silvia is just about packed up, so we can have some time alone. I went downstairs to say goodbye to Silvia. She had me crying and all that crap. We hugged and I told her to call me when she got there. I watched as she drove off. I went back in the house and hung out in the living room waiting for Michael. About an hour later I heard a knock, I went to go open it and it was Michael. He looked so good. I threw my arms around his neck and gave him a huge hug. He hugged me back and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
Michael: "How are you Sam?", I looked at him and puckered up my lips, and he leaned down to give me a kiss.
Samarah: "I'm good, let's go upstairs"' I pulled him by his arm and lead him upstairs.
Michael: "Uhhh, where is everybody?". He sounded very worried...I reassured him that nobody was home. "I thought we were just gonna hang out?"
Samarah: I opened the door to my room and lead him in, "We are. Calm down you weirdo. Shut the door."
I turn on the TV in my room and sat on the bed. Michael closes the door and walks over to the bed. I pat the spot next to me, telling him to sit down. He takes off his shoes and sits down on the bed. He looks so nervous and isn't sitting as close as I would like him to. I take it as he's playing the shy card again so I just start watching TV.
Samarah: I cross my arms, "So what time are you leaving tomorrow?"
Michael: "I think early in the morning," he looked at me and grinned "why? You ready for me to leave?"
Samarah: With my arms still crossed, "well you had to get back to your life sooner or later"
Michael: "Is there something wrong Sam?", he was very confused by my attitude.
I was confused myself. I didn't know if it was me trying to protect myself so I didn't get too attached, since he was leaving or something else. Something about him was just so alluring. I just shook my head no and continued to watch TV. After the longest 5minutes of silence I have ever witnessed, Michael scooted over closer to me and put his arm around me. He started rubbing my shoulder and arm while we sat there. I can't lie, it put me at ease. I put my hand on his thigh and laid my head on his shoulder.
Michael: "So when are you going to come out to California?"
Samarah: I couldn't help but laugh, "Are you serious? What's out there for me?"
Michael: He looked at me like I asked the dumbest question in the world, "Well, I was thinking if I was out there you would want to see me."
Samarah: "Oh, I don't know if that's going to happen anytime soon. I'm moving up to New York in a few months. Maybe if you guys are around there we could meet up again."
Michael: "Well we're almost finished our next album so we probably will be out there sometime. Promise to stay in touch?"
Samarah: I lifted my head up, "Of course Michael. You're the one that needs to promise."
Michael just looked at me, smiled and said he promised. We laughed and hugged each other. I wanted to kiss him so bad but he was still being shy. So I decided to just go ahead and act on my emotions, so I straddled him. He looked very surprised; I just stared into his eyes and ran my fingers across his soft skin. He put his arms around my waist, smiled and bit his lip. I leaned in and we started kissing passionately. He started rubbing my back and pulling me closer. I felt him starting to get hard between my legs. I had to fight from smiling, and I started moving my hips slowly back and forth so I could feel him against me. He moaned a little against my lips which set a sensation through my body and I could feel myself getting wet. This time I wanted to act on it. I pushed him back so he was laying down, continued moving my hips and kissing him.
Samarah: I whispered against his lips, "promise you won't forget bout me."
Michael: He started moaning louder as I teased him more by rubbing against him faster, "I promise"
I sat up, removed his sweater and started unbuttoning his shirt. I opened his shirt and kissed him on his neck, then gave him a little nibble. He took in a quick breath, it sounded like he quivered, and then he put his hand in my hair as I continued to kiss him on his collar bone. I moved down to his chest with my tongue and Michael put his arms to his sides. He definitely wasn't lying about being a virgin. I ran my tongue around one of his nipples while I rubbed the other one with my fingers. He started breathing heavier. So I continued kissing down to his belly button, I rubbed his crotch feeling him. He felt big and thick. I felt a shiver go down my body, I started to unbutton his pants and he grabbed my hand.
Michael: He sat up, "Wait. I don't think I'm ready for this"
Samarah: I was too far gone not to do anything. I grabbed his face and kissed him, "yeah you are. I feel you."
Michael: he stopped kissing me, "Wait, wait...it feels good but...I...I just ... I can't"
I let out a big sigh. I pushed him back and laid next to him rubbing his chest. I felt him sweating already and it turned me on more. I needed something, I was too worked up. He turned on his side to face me and I kissed him again.
Samarah: I rubbed my finger across his lips, "let me make you feel good"
Michael: He brushed the hair back out of my face, "I'm fine just laying here with you"
Samarah: Rubbing my hand over his crotch, "yea, but I want you to feel really good. Please?" I started kissing his neck while I was rubbing him. He started breathing hard. I whispered in his ear while I started unbuttoning his pants, "we don't have to go all the way. I just wanna feel"
He didn't stop me, so I put my hand down his underwear and grabbed his shaft. He let out a loud moan. It must have been the first time he had anybody touch him like that. I was pleasantly surprised with his size, nice and thick. Just the way I like it. I started jerking him off slowly and he started taking faster breaths. He grabbed me and started kissing me very intensely. I started jerking him faster and grabbed a little tighter. He started groaning louder and louder. I could tell he was about to explode, he laid on his back again.
Samarah: I continued to jerk him while I kissed and nibbled on his neck and ear, I whispered in his ear, "Cum for me Michael."
He grabbed my hand that I was jerking him with, made me squeeze harder and he let out a loud drawn out moan and released. He laid there trying to catch his breath. I giggled and got up to go get a towel. I came back and threw it at him.
Samarah: "Clean yourself up babe."
Michael: He started wiping off and got himself together. He stood up and buttoned his pants. "Sorry bout that."
Samarah: I giggled, "About what?"
Michael: He held up the towel, "Yakno? The mess"
Samarah: I started laughing my ass off, "Michael? You're fine. That's what's supposed to happen. It didn't feel good?"
Michael: he put his hand on his neck and looked away, "yeah, but it's just.. Embarrassing kinda"
Samarah: I took the towel and threw it in the hamper. "Your crazy, it's perfectly normal" I hugged him and didn't want to let go
Michael: He kissed my forehead, "maybe next time, you'll get to feel good?"
Samarah: I looked up and smiled at him, "Yea, you owe me one"
We hung out in my room for a little while longer before Michael had to leave. I walked him out to his car when it arrived. I knew I wasn't going to see him for awhile but I was looking forward to our phone calls. I kept telling him he better not forget about me. He told me that was impossible; I had become an important person in his life within the few days we've known each other. It felt good to hear but I always keep things like that out of my head because I know how men are. One minute they love you and the next they are no where to be found. I kissed him one last time before saying goodbye and watched as he pulled away.
