*India's Pov*
jide🥺- can you come to the sidemen house please i need to talk to you.
Me- um sure,is everything alright? xx
jide🥺- i suppose,just come please.
Me- alright i'm omw x
[seen]i instantly knew something was wrong. jj was usually all giddy and would send x's but he seemed really off with me today. I better go check in with him. I threw on some grey leggings and a white jumper. Threw my hair into a messy bun and did only my eyebrows and my lashes.
I got in the car and i had a really guilty conscious I feel like jj hates me? maybe it's just me over reacting.
I knocked on the door and jj answered.
"Hey jj you alr-"
"go to the living room i'll be there in a second." He said bluntly.
I looked at him and felt hurt what have i possibly done?
I sighed took off my shoes put them on the rack and went to sit into the living room.
i sat down and waited for 10 minutes until he came in.
He sat next to me and watched tv.
"so what's it you need to talk to me about?" I said worryingly.
"oh right, so do you wanna explain what happened on your lunch date with the girls?" he shot me a look.
"um we went to a restaurant, I ate food, I drank a margar-"
"he's a fuckboy, he seems to have a little game plan? you wanna elaborate on my fucking game plan india?" he said getting angry.
i looked down at the floor.
"how do you know?" I said quietly.
"because some member of the public heard you and the girls talking shit about me and tweeted on twitter and it's gone viral and everyone thinks i'm a bad person!" he shouted.
I glared at him and felt myself tearing up.
"Do you honestly know how that makes me feel india? you clearly don't because all you care about is your fucking self and no one else!" he shouted clenching his fists.
"i'm-i'm sorry i don't know why i said it." my voice said shaky.
"WELL YOU CLEARLY DO KNOW WHY YOU FUCKING SAID IT BECAUSE YOU WOULDNT START CHATTING SHIT ABOUT ME IN PUBLIC." he pretty much screamed and threw a pillow at the floor.
"JJ I TOLD YOU IM SORRY I JUST SAID IT I DONT KNOW WHY IM HONESTLY SORRY." I screamed back crying.
"YOU FUCKING ANNOYING ME! NOW EVERYONE THINKS IM EVIL AND DONT RESPECT PEOPLE BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU SAID. HOW THE FUCK DO YOU EXPECT ME TO FIX THIS SHIT?!" he raged.
"I DONT KNOW! BESIDES ITS TRUE YOU ALWAYS SLEEP AROUND WITH GIRLS SO I THINK ITS RIGHT THE WORLD KNOWS WHO YOU REALLY ARE." I shouted angrily
"WELL ITS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS TO START TALKING ABOUT MY SEX LIFE! UGH INDIA IM SICK OF ARGUING WITH YOU!" he shouted really loudly.
I looked him as he got up and kicked the side table and stood up and started saying things under his breath. i'd never seen jj this angry for the 4 years of knowing him. I cried and begged jj to forgive me.
"INDIA JUST FUCK OFF BEFORE I DO SOMETHING I REGRET." he shouted.
out of no where simon and tobi slammed the door open.
"WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU BOTH YELLING AT EACHOTH-" he stopped and stared at the messed up living room. he then looked at me who was balling my eyes out.
"both of you just leave me the fuck alone." jj said while walking past them and out of the living room.-
AN; hope you are all enjoying the story so far! sorry for not being active but hopefully i can change that x :,)
-liz xo
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