Two weeks past, I couldnt go back to school. I was unstable, So depressed that I was in a coma like state. My brother recovered and came back and I hugged him like no tommrow. I refused to let go. I thought I truly lost him. His girlfriend on the other hand she died in that bed, by ODing on xanis and heroin. I went to her wake and I cried for hours on end. I had a secret crush on her since I laid my eyes on her. She was so prefect, in every way. The perfect shade of malado skin, her eyes a beautiful brown that sparkiled like stars, and a body of a super model.
I remember sitting in my room imagineing me and her falling in love and loving eachother. I remember sitting next to her and wanting to give her a giant hug and telling her how muched I loved her. I wanted to feel her just over 5 foot warm body, along side my 6 foot cold body. I was so very cold but when I was ariound her she made me so warm. She made me feel safe. I never got to tell her how much I really loved her. I still beat myself up till this day. I talk to her anytime im in trouble and she helps me out.
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Painless
Non-FictionThe painful experience this poor kid goes through is in humane. He struggles with death, betrayal, and rejection. This story will make you cry if you give a shit about life. He Is dead inside and nobody understands. Read for more details on this hor...
