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De'Na's POV It's been a month since I've left Xavier. I'm broken on the inside I've been in a deep depression also. Anxiety has been taking over. I'm just tired. I've been fighting for my life ever since I was 10. I never really had a childhood. I was kicked out of my mom's house when I was 16 because she ain't want shit to do with me and she was tired of me. She would beat me and have niggas over all the time. Me and my brother hated it even though I got it worse. My mom and dad split up when I 9. It broke me. My dad caught my mom cheating. He gave her chance after chance but she didn't care. She wanted to live the single life. So my dad gave it to her by divorcing. My mom got custody of me and my brother even though we wanted our dad. He even tried fighting for us but it didn't work out. When she didn't have a nigga around it was great but once them niggas started coming around everything went downhill. I had to learn how to cook, clean, be a woman, and to fight by myself. Nobody taught me shit I learned everything my damn self. My mom even watched and helped me get raped before by my so called "stepdad" Jeffrey. Flashback- I'm just in my room chilling as I hear glass break. I paused my music to go see what was going on as I got closer I hear arguing next thing you know glass is thrown my way I duck behind the couch. "How did my brother sleep through this when he used to live here," I thought to myself. My thoughts were cut off when my mom said my name "De'Na" I get up off the floor and answer her "Ma'am" "Come here" I hesitate but I walked over there my mom and my "stepdad" whisper to each other as I stand there scared out of my life. "Come mere Lil mama" I don't move. " Now" I run. As I'm running I'm snatched to the ground by my own mother. Jeffrey picks me up by my neck and pins me to the wall " Where did you think you were going" "Huh" " You thought you were gonna get away baby girl". He says as he rips my clothes off I try to fight back but he was too strong. "MAMA HELP ME PLEASE" as I plead for help my mom just laughs and walks away. Flashback Over: I cry just thinking about it. Nobody can fix me. I'm broken.
