- Taeddy bear || TAEGGUK

T H I R T Y F I V E

that was the last thing I knew before I passed out.

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I woke up as the luminous sunlight hits my face,I got up and rubbed my eyes. I was at the park.

I looked over to my left hand.

The petal was still there.

Tears forms onto my eyes remembering taehyung's last words.

He disappeared for the second time.

All because of my stupid memories.

I held the petal close to my chest,I sat there,with only taehyung in mind.

I want him back..

"JUNGKOOK!" I heard someone call my name.

I looked to my right and saw Lisa with tears rolling down her cheeks. She ran towards me and hugged tightly, she started to sob like crazy when she saw me.

"Where were you? I was worried about you! Me and taehyung!" Lisa cried.

"T-Taehyung..." I whimpered. I hugged back tears then rolls down my eyes.

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At this point.

I had to move on from taehyung.

As so I thought.

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I stood there by the waves while holding a wish. A wish to never to be reborn again.

I looked to my right hand where I held the bottle that had my wish inside. Next to me was jimin.

"So you remember everything.."

Jimin asked rather sad.

I nodded my head.

I walked closer to the ocean and immediately throwing the bottle to the ocean.

I watched as it was getting taken away by the waves,taken far far away.

I know I should never cry again.

Taehyung's happier now. He's somewhere where he wouldn't feel pain from me again,never experience my loss.

But..

My tears felt so endless.

It rolled down again like crazy.

Falling to my knees weeping.

I held the petal.

Jimin probably heard my cries then hugged me from behind.

The soft breeze blew on our faces.

All I could hear was jimin's comforting voice,the quite breeze,and the sound of the waves.

But no one.

No one.

Could ever beat that deep voice I hear once everyday. His soft yet deep voice.

No one will ever beat his sound.

How it made me comfortable and happy.

The sound of breaking glass will forever haunt me,the way his body broke into glass.

I wish I never hugged him. So maybe I could see his face. How he looked for one last time.

I wish I took one more look at him.

But what jimin spoke made me wonder.

The words that slipped out from his mouth.

"There's a way to get him back,jungkook."

I looked back at him,who seemed like he never wanted to let go of me. He had a smile but he somewhat looked sad.

"But it means that you have to die.."

My eyes widen.

But I would do anything, right?