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The Show

Author's Note: Hey everyone I'm back for yet another chapter! This one I made much much longer sorry it took  me a while to publish it, plus I just had a baby this year so I'm a busy momma on top of that. So here it is! enjoy!!! oh and this is my first time translating things, so please let me know if I' ve done good on that lol gaelic is hard and I have to double check that the translator was right. I am trying to avoid sentences as much as possible lol.

Till's P.O.V:

Tonight is another night we play a show, our first show was in Mexico and that always hit off very well as usual. Although, I should be pumped up and excited to be doing this show, which I kind of am in a way. As of recently though, I've been more down in the dumps than normal, more tired and well...downright bored. I do travel a lot so I should be entertained right? Well, usually that is true but I haven't had the thrill of finding someone special of whom I can dominate, and take out to romantic evenings with too. I've always had my Dom kink, I just never could find someone who was really interested in that. Maybe one day I will finally meet that person but for now I need to focus on the show. 

I look myself in the mirror, still the same tired looking man, but this time with smoky eyeliner on, hair slicked back in a little pony tail, and wearing my snakeskin captain's uniform. I must say, I look pretty good dressed up wise. I take a deep breath and I hear a knock on the door from Richard.

"Till we are on in 15, you almost ready bud?" he says.

"Ja, I'll be out in a minute, just going over a few things" I lied.

I have stage fright still, yes after about over a decade of performing in Rammstein, I still have the jitters before going on stage. That energetic ball of energy? That's just me blowing some steam and trying to forget I even have stage freight. It's the character I play every show, crazy, loony and funny characters. Everyone loves it, if only they knew just how reserved I really am. 

I hear another knock but from my manager this time.

"Ja, Ja I'm coming, Scheisse!" I said annoyed.

I walk out of my dressing room and into the narrow long hallway that leads to the main stage, I can hear the crowd roaring, theres got to be thousands if not millions of people here, I could be exaggerating but this is why I get the jitters. I always want to make sure everything is perfect. I wait on the platform that is supposed to rise, I'm doing something different from the Europe tour. I hear the guys starting their lines to "Mutter" as I slowly ascend in the middle of the stage.  I knew the Americans wanted to hear something from our older stuff so why not start off with this. I finally lock eyes with my audience and everyone was going nuts. I sang "Mutter", fire shooting at the solos and the crowd roaring and singing along. I start to forget about Till and go into my characters. I completely lose myself and become my characters, and perform a kick ass show. Sweat dripping off of my face, along with everyone else.

After performing 9 songs we bowed to the crowd like we normally do, showing how humbled we are to have so many adoring fans, even in the US which is still crazy to me to be honest, but I'm not complaining. 

As we go to leave, we hear everyone shouting for an encore, We look at each other panting and still sweating downing water. We shrug, why the hell not? it's been a decade, let's do it. We come back out and the encore song we chose was "Diamant". As I was singing this slow song I looked in the very front and saw someone....a girl. I sang like it seemed I was singing to her, she was gorgeous, Tall, long wavy red hair, freckles. I couldn't tell what her eyes were like but maybe I will know since she has a backstage pass. Once the song was over we bowed one last time and I locked eyes with her again, she blushed and bit her bottom lip and looked away. I was instantly rock hard but had to keep it under control. This is the first time in YEARS a woman has done that to me. I wonder what she'll be like when we meet, or will I be able to meet her. I felt nervous for the first time, very rare. I HAVE to meet her. I WILL meet her.