five feet apart [Finn wolfhard x male!Reader][DISCONTINUED]

C H A P T E R I I I

[the day after the events of the chapter before]

I woke up to the sound of a gentle snoring from near my bed,, Finn was still here.
I looked at him for a few seconds before almost getting a panic attack.
Yesterday we hugged on my bed,, and I was still pretty good,, I wasn't breathing that heavily like I thought would have happened,, I then looked back at Finn.
The snoring made sure to me that he wasn't dead,, I started poking him with my foot to wake him up

"Finn? Wake up idiot!,,

he slowly opened his eyes and looked at my foot then at me,, pushing it away from his face and stretching onto the chair

"What time is it?,,

he asked me while yawning,, I took the phone from my bed and unlocked it seeing it was almost six am and Barb could appear literally at any moment,, i rose up from my position and made Finn get up

"You gotta get out! Barb could arrive at any moment and we both know she would bust our asses if she find us together,, just put your mask on run away from here- well actually don't run - walk fast and just pretend you just come from the roof or something,,

he just looked at me for a couple of seconds then took his oxygen tank and his mask carefully getting out of the room and going towards his room.

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"Are you okay honey,,

Barb asked me while entering my room and bringing in my food with my nice cherry slushy

I didn't really answer at first and that just made her more concerned about me,, seeing as she eyed me a couple of time I just nod giving her a little smile then going back to what I was doing on my phone.. Talking with Finn on Instagram.

"so I'm gonna leave your food here and I'm gonna check up on a few new patients that just came okay sweets?,,

I nod taking a sip from my slushy and sending some random gif of a parrot in the chat

[the chat]

Finn: nice?

Y/n: I think parrots are cute

Finn: birbs

y/n: bIrbS

I laughed and almost choke on my breath,, Yeah,, I still didn't check up on the situation of yesterday.
Did I contracted any of Finns bacteria?
Am I gonna die and not have an occasion to get new lungs?
That thoughts keep on invading my mind giving me anxiety and making me go into an asthma attack.

I go to reach to the botton of my hospital bed so a nurse would come and help me out someway,, so as I press the botton I try to calm myself by putting my head between my thighs but that didn't work

I heard a nurse come in the room and ask me if I could stand,, I shake my head no and she grabs me by my shoulders and try to calm me down,, as she does this other patients and some nurses started arriving to see what was happening. Finn was there too.
He was watching from a far,, I saw the fear on his face,, he probably thought it was because of yesterday.
I see him put his mask down and mouthing me something
"everything is gonna be fine,,
"calm down,,
As I spell what he was saying my breath starts to go slower and I get my senses back and put my hand on my knee then on my forehead whose was burning

"Y/n are you ok? Can you see?,,

I nod slightly at the nurse then go back to look at Finn who was now sticking his thumbs up and smilig sweetly at me,, I obviously smile back and then look back at the nurse mouthing a "I'm so sorry"

Barb came into the room and cupped her hands on my face looking me deep in the eyes and asking if I was fine,, we sat there explaining to her what happened then they told me to put the big mask on so more oxygen would come into my lungs,, just in case I had another asthma attack.

As all the people,, Barb and the nurses too got away,, Finn sneaked into my room and sat in front of me and went to grap my hands,, he was wearing gloves so I didn't flinch as he took them in his and started caressing the top of them

"Is this because of what happened yesterday?,,

he asked sweetly and looked me in the eye,, those fucking eyes they were like heaven to me,, made my stomach fill with stupid butterflies and my heart fill with life,, I've never felt like this in years.
I've been discriminated my whole life for loving someone,, and it hurt me every time.

Was I weird for liking boys?
Was I that disgusting that people hated me so much?
I didn't care that much anymore honestly,, it was my life,, I know I didn't have that much of life left so let me fucking live.

My mum was very supportive of my decision,, she didn't hate me,, she loved me so much I just can't explain how much she did,, but she was a angel in person.

The other problem was my dad,, an arshole if I do say so myself,, he has always been like this,, hating people for who they are,, really shitty parent if you ask me

[flashback]

I had just came out to my parents,, my mum was smiling at me sweetly and held my hand as I said everything.
My dad wasn't really talking or showing any emotion at all,, he was sitting there like I just told him that I was gonna die tomorrow or other stupid stuff he thought of me.

As I was having the sweetest moment with my mum he got up,, me and mum looked at him and the next thing I know,, I'm on the floor.
He slapped me right in the face,, looked me dead in the eyes and spit on me
I was in shook,, I didn't expect that at all,, he told stuff but I didn't listen to me and he kept hitting me like I was a fucking animal

My mum tried to stop him,, while they talked I got up and looked at him.
He raised his fist at me but didn't hit me

"Are you gonna punch me again?,,

"don't you dare challenge me,,

"ARE YOU GONNA PUNCH ME AGAIN?!
DO IT,,

"don't push me-,,

" You can't change me,, You can't punch the gay out of me the more I can punch your ignorance out Of YOU!,,

I said,, tears in my eyes were already falling for a while,, I push him out of the way and proceed to go into my room

[end of flashback]

"Y/n? Are you ok?,,

Finn brought me back to reality with his sweet voice,, I looked at him tears flowing down my eyes as i chocked on the phrase I spilled out

" I think I'm in love with you,,

[1190 words without a/n]

so yeah this chapter is really short and pretty sad,, sorry for any grammar mistakes but it's 1 am and I'm sleepy and also having a panic attack,, yay
I hope someone notices the reference I made in this chapter uwu,, anyhow have a good day/night/evening by your author