"Wake up every day and it just goes repetitive
Think I need to chill, Think I need incentive
I think depression's finally hittin' me
I think it's finally setting in
Drifting to my feet and settling just like sediment
Coasting and walking down this road called life blindly
Foolishly hoping for purpose to come and find me
In the depths of depressions is where I've been residing
That or in my room under my covers, just hiding
Put my in the grave today
Black suit, wet bouquet
Too scared to leave, but too tired to stay
Bullet in the chamber will stop all the pain
Blood on the wall drips, just like red rain"-Dead And Cold by SadBoyProlific