I fell in love with a 16 year old (Papi Ricco)

The Real Her

Cherokee's P.O.V.
Dear Diary,
" Its been days since I've last talk to Adym... I kinda lost my self dealing with thse hidden relationships... I havent been at school in a couple of days and all of my friends I made there are calling me and texting me and I've ignored them all..... but Adym hasn't asked me if I was okay... he hasn't came in my room.... but maybe it is what it is.... moving to Cali was such a terrible choice so I'm packing my bags and I'm leaving tonight. I'm never following my heart again... people I cared about have died... other people I loved have left... my family is trying to shut me out... it's just everything I wanted and I had isnt going right.... I was really good friends with this guy named Cameron Boyce. We filmed youtube videos together but we never put them up... and he recently died which broke my heart..... my heart aches everyday knowing that it was really and not a dream. So I have problems with trust, I'm scared of death, I'm afraid of losing people. But maybe everyone should know me for me not they girl they saw on TV. The girl who sits in her room and thinks for hours on how life works and how it's a game.  She's a little game piece on this big board called life.... it gives you major ups and down major chances and issues that you have to deal with yourself but.... the devil wins most of the time while the angle sits and waits for you to come back and think with her... so the real me is... a depressing girl who likes to sing and acts like everything is okay but it's not. So ask a friend of there okay and them saying "I'm Fine" is another way of help me. So help them.... cuz tomorrow isnt really promised..... someone somewhere is always in need of a good friend a good heart to tell them it's okay when you really know it's not
.. maybe its because you're been thru it before.... by yourself and you dont want to see other people go thru it like you did. Help is all that they ask for and alot of people never get it."

Sincerely,
     The girl you once Know
Cherokke Pace
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It's touching I know