The Story of Us

Stupid Mess

EMILY FIELDS

What have I done? I didn't even know that Ben and I had sex. And he even left proof. Ali's broken now. What am I gonna do? Instead of following Ali outside, I felt numb. I begged Paige to get out of the house. She will only make things worse. Now Ali would never trust me again. I'm such a fucking mess. Now I don't feel numb, I started throwing things everywhere. I'm so mad, not with Ali, but with my self. I hate my self.

Ali's right ,does that mean offering yourself for your past, particularly Ben Coogan, my last boyfriend? I'm such a jerk! If I would've not fallen for Paige's traps, I'd be here cuddling with Ali. But no, i'm an idiot who fell for Paige's traps. I decided to manhunt Ben. I still have a number of him in my phone. I decided to call him.

'Hello? Who is this?' He said

'It's me Emily Fields.' I said

'Ohhh.. Hi hun. I love the way we did last night' He said

'Why did you do that to me? Now my girlfriend is mad at me! You are such a bitch' I said

'Oh, you mean Ali? Don't you remember? She's the reason why we did it.' He said

'Wh-what?' I said

'I'd hurt her if we didn't do it.' He said

'But why did you fucking do this to me?!' I said

'Because I want to win you back babe!' He said

'Enough of your bullshits Ben! We are never getting back together!' I said as I hunged up the phone.

This life is so stressful.  I haven't thought about following Ali since then. What the hell am I doing, I should be following her, A part of me said. She still wouldn't listen to me if I talk to her. Another said. It's easy, I feel giving up on her easily, but she is my one and only thing that keeps my world spinning round and round. Don't give up easily Em. I say to myself.

I grabbed my car keys then drove to Ali's house. The door was open. I checked in.

"Ali? Are you there?" I yelled.

No answer.

"Alison? Mr. D? Jason? Is somebody there?" I yelled.

I checked every part of the house, no one is here.

I'm about to leave, when the front door slammed shut. Shit. I tried to open it but I can't. I tried all doors. Nothing, I wasted my strength. Then I thought of the windows. I opened one window from the kitchen. Luckily, it was open.

I stepped outside and I felt relieved. Who the hell would do this? I suddenly thought that it was A. No it can't be. A is dead.

I hopped on my car, I was about to start the engine when someone stood from the backseat.

Ben.

Then I suddenly blacked out.

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I woke up in a room. Feels like i'm in a motel. I am tied to a pole at the center of the room. It looks like where prostitutes do their thing. Then Ben appears from the comfort room. He was half naked. He was only wearing a towel.

"Why did you brought me here? Why are you doing this to us? Are you A?" I said, terrified.

"Nah, i'm not A! You guys killed her. I'm just here to get what I want. To win you back. I don't care if you're gay, I believe I can straighten you up. Besides, I brought you here to get my mack on." He said as he walk to me.

"Don't you dare touch me, or else--" I said

"Or else what? Ali's gonna save you?" He said smirking.

"Yes,I do believe in that." I said

"Are you sure she really loves you?" He said

"Yes Bitch. So if I were you, I would untie this knot and let me go!" I screamed at him.

He moves closer. Then when he's just a few inches away from me, he started caressing me.

"Let me go! Help!" I screamed even louder.

He kissed me on the neck then down.

"No! No! No! Stop! LET ME GO!" I screamed this time, with tears running down my cheek.

He untied the knot. I thought he was gonna let me go but no, he brought handcuffs. He brought me to the bed then tied me there. I kicked him hard. He groaned in pain. I try to get out but these handcuffs. Shit.

Ben returned and I released all my power and strengths in my body to fight him. But I can't get out of these handcuffs.

He removed all my clothes. And there he goes.

Then something caughts my attention, there is a camera on top of the TV. Don't tell me this is being recorded. My life ends.

I struggle at my last chance to fight Ben, I wasn't worth it.

"Okay Ben, you can beat me up for good, I have no reason to live anymore." I said emotionally.

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