Help Me

Chapter 1

Chapter 1

**Warning: little bits of cursing in this**

Key:

Y/N= your name

F/C= fav color

H/C= hoodie color

M/C= mask color

I will add more if needed.

Y/N's pov

Last night was horrible. Mother abused me for almost 2 hours straight. She said I deserved it. Though I was only 5 minutes late and it was because of the Shadow Knights. I don't know why they treat me this way. Calling me slut, bitch, freak... They tell me to kill myself but they don't realize I slowly am. Emotionally at least.

FLASHBACK TO WHEN YOU WERE 8:

I saw that we were heading straight for a tree and I tried to get my daddy's attention. "Daddy watch out!" Then everything went black. Next thing I know, I'm in a hospital with Daddy right next to me. He had a lot of machines hooked up to him but none of them were on. I just thought he was sleeping since I had never been in a hospital room like this before. The only rooms I had been in before were for shots and I wasn't asleep for them. It was different. Mommy was crying, but I didn't know why.

"Daddy, it's time to wake up," I said. He didn't move. "Mommy, why isn't Daddy waking up?" She was quiet for a few seconds before answering me.

"I will tell you when we go home, ok?" She responded. She seemed sad. Maybe it was because Daddy hasn't woken up from his nap yet.

"Ok."

~~~Time skip to when you're home~~~

"Sweetheart...Daddy didn't wake up because he's not asleep. Daddy died and went to watch over us."

"You're lying, right mommy?"

"No, unfortunately, Mommy's not lying."

I lost a piece of me that day. My daddy was dead and I had no clue what to do.

FLASHBACK OVER

I wiped away the tears that were starting to run down my face. Ever since that day, I had only really shown emotions to my mother. She started abusing me a year after he died though. She still blames me for his death, even though I was only 8. Sometimes I think about the real reason she does it. The only reason I've been able to come up with is that she may find pleasure in it. Or maybe I actually do deserve it.

Now, I am just sitting in one of the tallest trees I can find at school. I guess someone heard me crying because I heard them say something.

"Hey, are you alright? I heard you crying so I wanted to see what happened." I was a bit shocked at first because I thought no one else was out here except me.

I don't want to talk right now, so I don't answer.

"You ok? I just want to help," they say. They didn't leave when I refused to answer, so I just responded how I normally did.

"You could never help me, so leave me alone. I don't want to be friends." They went quiet. I don't know but it was probably because of what I said to them. Eh, not my fault.

They seem to be in shock for a good 30 seconds from my statement before they leave. Peace and quiet. All I want in life. I sit there for a good 10 minutes, only interrupted when the bell rings. On my way to class...

To be continued...

Hey guys! I hope you liked the first chapter of my new book, Help Me. It may not be the best, but I am trying really hard to get this out to you. I'll try to update at least every other Wednesday and I apologize in advance for any late chapters in the future. I hope that you like this and will patiently wait for new chapters. Anyways, bye bye my little fawns.