The Story Behind that Art Gallery

19

Your Point of view

That was 12 years ago.
I can say that everything has changed.

We changed.
You changed.
I changed.

I buried that old memories now.
I don't want to remember it anymore.

I was packing my Things now, I remembered those memories because I'm going back again.

I'd lived here in America for 12 years. I haven't seen those childhood friends for a long time.

I don't know what will happen.
I don't know if they would still recognize me, specially for my childhood best friend Byun Baekhyun.

I don't know if he will forgive me for that nonsense reason for leaving them.

I'm so selfish and self centered person.
I didn't think about what he would feel.
I feel so sorry for leaving them and him.

I didn't did anything.
I hate myself for hating him.
I hate myself because I'm jealous of him.
I hate him because I'm envy.

He's talented.
He's good in arts.
He's artistic.
He's cheerful and friendly that's why everyone loves him.
Except for me.

That's why I left him.
I thought of him as my rival in my dreams.

And now, I'm going back to that place.
It would make me feel loser again.

"Are you done?"

My Kai yelled at me.

"No,not yet"

I replied. I haven't mention earlier, I have my half brother, just like me he lived and studied here in America. He lived here since birth that's why Baekhyun didn't knew him.

He's here and I'm there because my parents already divorced and I still didn't know it on that age.

That's why they are leaving me there alone and with Baekhyun's mom,my nanny.

That's why I'm lonely.

I didn't trust anyone since I knew that they lied on me.

I felt pain at the young age.
And I'm full of anger.

Our parents sent us here to be a good architect.

But, I already changed my mind since Baekhyun thought me how to paint.

But I have no choice but to be an architect.

That's why I envy Baekhyun again,

He can do what he likes.
He can be good in his own field.

He's now good in designing, he's now a fashion designer and at the same time painter.

He has part time job while he was studying.

My parents reported to me earlier.

They keep on comparing me to Baekhyun, he already done a lot not just like me, that I'm just studying and can't be on the top of my field.

And they said, he has a lot of part time job. According from parents report, Baekhyun is also an event organizer.

I really hate him.

And I'm not excited to see him again.
It would make feel that I'm loser again.

And I hate it when my parents told me to have my debut there to see my childhood best friend.

And the worst is,..I'm thinking..

Is Baekhyun would be the one to design my debut gown?

Is he would be the event organizer on my debut?

This can't be!
NOOOOO!

I rolled my eyes on that I thought.

"I don't want to go back there!"

I said angrily.

"Hurry up, mom would be angry if you wouldn't come and besides, aren't you excited? You will meet your friends again?"

My brother said. By the way he's name was Kai.

"Urgh! I'm not!"

I said.

"Oh come on (Y/N), I'm excited to meet them and to see your old house"

My boy bestfriend said.
He's also my brother's classmate here.

"Is that so? Okay I will do it for you"

I said and he carried my luggage to our car.