•I Missed You•(Jimin!Centric)

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Today it makes it four years, four years since the accident, four years since he left me, four years since i lost him to sleep.
Four years ago while jimin accompanied me to the bighit building for him to take an audition for bangtan, because of me he was in that car, because of me he was in the passenger seat, because of me he was the first one hit by that truck, because of me he is in a coma now, and because of me he's not evzn sure of waking up.

This is the first thing i think about each morning as i wake up this is the reason i cry myself to sleep each night, this is why he is no longer with me, and this is why i won't ever allow myself to be happy.

This is the 1460 day of jimin sleeping soundly in a hospital bed, and today i can go see him because our tour ended we now have a two month break, and i'm really hapoy about that with the tour it's been three weeks since i last was able to go visit him.

I'm currently in the halway leadung to jimin's room, full of worry.

I'm always nervous when i'm heading to his room always scared to hear his heart monitor go off, always scared of seeing doctor running to his room.

I take a deep breath as i reach the door knob with my hand and open his room. But as soon as i open the door, i freeze. Everything i considered reality crambles down my head in tiny pieces and i'm hear facing my worst fear i'm only two step inside his room, not even able to see jimin's bed yet but i hear it, a really loud beeping sound, his heart stopped beating while mine in this instant was as existant as peter parker at the end of infinity war, reducted to dust in the snap of a finger.

It takes me two miliseconds to realize what's going on i then rush inside the room looking at the bed ready to see jimin one last time...

But nothing, he's not on the bed and the perfusion his swinging in the hair as if someone had just took it off and runned and then i realise...

He woke up.

so i screamed

"PARK JIMIN WHERE ARE U?!"

I hear whimpers

"yoongi--"

The voice was craking almost inaudible as if it was the first time it was used in a really long time. And it was indeed but still it was the same really sweet voice i knew for so long and that i had been so desperate to hear since now 4 years.

i looked throught the room until i finally looked in the direction of the still barely audible whimpers, and as soon as i saw him my legs rushed toward him on their own, i didn't have the time to realise what i was doing until i already hab been hugging jimin crying i was finnaly hugging jimin, an awake jimin after four long years of depression and selfhatred, my dear bestfriend was back in my arms awake.

I didn't even notices the tears rolling down my cheek,i didn't even notice i was crying but i was because when i finnaly saw jimin alive, awake, all the stress and sadness that runned through me as i opened the door was now flowing down my cheeks crying tears of joy.

jimin was hugging me back clinging to my neck his head on my shoulder crying too.

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Hello ^^
It's my firts fanfic.
English isn't my mother tongue so sorry about the multiple mistakes.
Hope you enjoy if you ever do read that story.