Chapter Eighteen

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Pewd's P.O.V

So I finally get to go out killing with Cry, It'll be nice to see how he works. Cry was in his room fixing up something, I don't know what yet but I'm sure it'll be something cool. And I was in the living room I think. It looked like a living room to me, it had a small T.V and a black recliner chair.

I am sitting on it watching some random cartoon, waiting for tonight. I wonder what Cry is making anyways, he says in quote "This thing is important for tonight don't bug me while I'm in the middle of making it." I guess I'll just have to wait and see.

Cry's P.O.V

So now that Pewd's and I are a team as you could put it I need to make him a mask. It's a huge pain in the ass making this mask. I just don't have any ideas for the face of it. I bought the mask at some gas station and I just can't think of anything.

(A/N Don't believe me huh well I was at this gas station yesterday and they were selling masks some with designs on them and others you could make your own design.)

I sighed and left it with nothing on it, the mask was in the shape of mine but it was blank. I know I can do a better job then this but this will have to do for now.

I walked into the living room and gave it to Pewds.

"Hey Pewds here's your mask."

He smiled "Thanks Cry this is cool."

"How is it cool? There's nothing on it."

"Exactly there's nothing on it, it shows no emotion what so ever but yet it is one million emotions."

"You're a fucking idiot."

"No you're the idiot for not thinking of a mask idea."

"Shut the fuck up before I beat you." Wait no what am I saying I sound like my dad, I am not my dad nor will I ever be my dad. I will not turn into my dad.

"I'm sorry Pewd's I didn't mean it I won't beat you."

He nodded as putting the mask on. "Yeah and sorry for calling you an idiot too..."

"It's fine now uh do you want to watch T.V while we are waiting?"

"Okay."

Felix's P.O.V

I have to save Ken but how? I am useless in here. I can't see another one die, I can't see my best friend get murdered. The worst part of it all will be him thinking its me. He will see my face killing him he will see my hands stabbing a knife into his neck. He will hate me forever, but the thing is that Pewd's person isn't me.

I'm sick and tired of being stuck in here, I want out now. Might as well give up there's no point in fighting what can I do anyways? I am nothing I am worthless I can't do anything in here. Might as well just wait until nightfall to watch my friend got brutally murdered.

Ryan's P.O.V

No I have to stop Cry from killing Felix's friend. How he reacted when Cry killed Marzia, I don't want to think what this will do to him. Hes seen someone close to him die already I think if he sees Ken die he'll go insane.

I will help him he doesn't deserve this, I don't either nobody should have to live like this. I will get out of here and so will Felix. Now let's go back to word play I'm not the best at it but I've picked up a few things from Cry.

"So Cry can't think of anything for the mask huh, Pewd's is right you are an idiot."

"Shut the fuck up Ryan."

"Make me."

Cry's P.O.V

What the hell is he doing? Who does he think he is? Why has he been acting up lately he knows what I can do.

"So you okay if I just keep on talking cause I could talk forever."

"I'm not okay if you just keep on talking you know what I can do to you."

"I do know what you can do to me and I don't care anymore, the pain it doesn't bother me and you can't kill me because without me you are nothing."

Those last three words stuck in my mind I'm not nothing without him am I? I am in his body, no it's not his it's mine. This is my body and I am just letting him have the privilege of staying here. Yeah that's it.

"No it's not this is my body."

"Wait how the hell can you hear my thoughts?"

"I'm stronger Cry I have more mental strength then before, you may have broke me before but now I am slowly fixing myself and there's nothing you can do."

"Oh yeah I can just use Pewd's well Felix I know you like him and wouldn't it be just amazing to see him die."

"You wouldn't."

"Oh yeah I would, hes nothing to me look I'll even show you."

He didn't say anything else well maybe to teach him a lesson I'll beat Pewd's up a bit. It's not like I care for him anyways I don't care for anyone but myself. The only important person here is me.

-TIME SKIP-

Pewd's P.O.V

W-Why would he do this to me? What did I do wrong? Does he hate me am I worthless to him? I just why, why would he do this I didn't do anything wrong. Did I? So much pain, so much blood....I can't take this.

So I am worthless to him but he did make me this mask so that's got to mean something. I looked at the now blood splattered mask. It was covered in my own blood just a white mask with red dots of blood that will soon be brown.

(A/N correct me if I'm wrong but doesn't blood turn brown after it dries? I've had a lot of nose bleeds before and I once kept a rag i used and the blood turned brown.)

Well hey this is a design I guess. I sighed as looking at my arms and legs, Cry mostly cut my arms and legs up. He it me with a metal baseball bat too, he hit me over the shoulder it hurts a lot.

I was sitting in his room, or our room I don't know either or and I was crying yeah down right crying. I'm not ashamed its good to cry every once and a while right. I bet if Cry saw me now he would just spit on my face and call me pathetic yeah I bet that's what he would do.

Right on cue the door opened and it was Cry but he did something I didn't expect him to do, he came in wrapped up my wounds in bandages and hugged me. Yep he hugged me and I would be lying if I said I didn't hug him back.

"I'm so sorry Pewds I didn't mean to do it I just I had to prove a point to Ryan."

"It's fine Cry."

For the longest of time we just stood there hugging each other, not saying a word to each other. Cry finally let me go.

"So you okay to go out tonight?"

"Yeah I think I'm good Cry."

He nodded.

Cry's P.O.V

"I think you should rest for now."

"Okay."

He laid down in the bed and I walked over to the living room and just thought.

At first I enjoyed seeing Pewd's suffer and cry but that feeling didn't last for long after I felt something I've never felt in a long long time, I felt regret and sadness. After a short period of time I just realized what I did. I was becoming my dad, he did that to me. No, there is no way I would turn into him.

So I made it up to Pewd's, I hope hes okay. Well he better man up for tonight it was only a couple of cuts anyways. Well let's see how this night turns out.

(A/N Poor Cry he can't make up his mind on how he should treat Pewd's)

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