~Emily's pov~
(Emily's Florida meeting greet outfit^^)
(And make up)
I finish the final touches on my makeup and start freaking out cause I'm in my home town and I just realized what could happen.The only person who can understand me is Giovanny since he's been through everything with me and not to mention I had sex with Diego the day after I had sex with Giovanny!I just need to stick to one person and one person only but I just can't and I feel like I'm going back to my old ways......I never want to go back.
Emily:Fuck it
Phone convo
Me:Dude I'm freaking out!
Giovanny:I don't want to talk to you
Me:Bro stop being a little shit right now and help me out you always do that and I know what I did was wrong but at least I didn't lie to you!
Giovanny:Yea your right but dude just be careful with yourself when it comes to things like that please
I remember what happened yesterday and I just didn't have the heart to tell him it happened again.
Emily:Yea I will
Giovanny:Okay but why are u scared if they go to the meet and greet?U know u can shut them up like nothing ?
Emily:I know that but I can't beat them up in front of all of my supporters and my friends!
Emily:They don't know the reason I moved out here and what if they tell them!
Giovanny:Then own up to it and be honest don't lie because then your gonna get called a liar
Emily:Alright
Emily:Thank you so much
Giovanny:Anytime
*end of phone convo
Diego:Are you ready ?
Emily:Ya yea let's go
We all get there to the meet and greet and begin meeting our supporters
10:00am
(Beginning of meeting and greet)
Supporter 1:Omg I love you!
Emily:Love you to babe!
Supporter 2:Can I take a picture please?
Emily:Yes of course!
Supporter 3:I bought you this hope you like it !
Emily:awww you didn't have to but thanks so much!
7 hours later
We all walk out saying goodbye to everyone while we were heading to the tour bus.The whole time I was worried that something bad was gonna happen at the meet and greet but luckily nothing happened.
Ona:We should go out to eat!
Vereena:Yes I'm down
Alex:Emily you wanna go ea-
Emily's runs to the nearest trash can next to the tour bus and starts throwing up.Diego and the boys all look at each other right when they saw that.
Ona:OMG!
Vereena:Wtf
Emily:I don't feel good
Ona:You know what just stay in the bus girl you don't have to come eat with us just relax
Vereena:Hey come with me let's clean you up,Ona come too
The girls head into the tour bus bathroom and lock the sliding door.
Vereena:Okay answer all the questions I need to ask you
Emily:Okay?
Vereena:how many times have you thrown up?
Emily:Only in the morning and then rn and that-
Emily turns to the toilet and throws up again.
Emily:Make that three times
Ona and Vereena look at each other with their eyes wide open.
Vereena:Dude did you have sex recently
Emily:What type of question is that ?thats for me to know Only
Ona:Emily just answer the fucken question
Emily:Okay then yes
Ona:Have you had any headaches?
Emily:Guys im tired I just want to sleep
Vereena and Ona look at each other again and then look back at Emily.
Emily:Why are you looking at each other like that
Vereena:I think-
Ona:We think your pregnant!
Emily:No no I can't be it's to early on to know like what if these are just normal symptoms what if I just ate something bad like for real plus it's to early on for the symptoms to be going on right?!
Vereena:Every girl is different
Emily:Shit shit wtf am I gonna do
Ona:Tell Diego
Vereena:Yea
Emily:How do you know it's Diego?
Vereena:Bitch you left last night you really think we thought you were gonna be editing for that long?
Ona:We stupid but we ain't that stupid
Emily:Okay but I can't tell him like what if I'm not and I just tell him and we plan everything then it turns out I'm not pregnant!
Ona:Okay then let's wait to see if your period is gone and then let's take a test and if it's positive we will plan something to tell him
Vereena: when your next period is due, do the test at least 21 days after you last had unprotected sex.
Emily:My period tracker says I start tomorrow
Vereena:Okay and when does it end
Emily:I just last three days so if today is the 8th then on the 11th I should be done
On a:Okay and then from there we are gonna count on to your next period and if you don't get a period then we'll know
Emily:Okay but guys I'm scared like what is my mom gonna think about this
Emily:*cries
Vereena:Girl it's okay don't worry your mom is a very nice lady
Ona:Yea and if it turns out that she kicks you out which I doubt then stay with me I got you even my mom will let you stay
Emily:You sure
Ona:Yes I'm sure
Emily: I need to lay down cause I'm just not feeling good at all
Vereena:I'll get you a blanket
Ona:I'm gonna tell the boys to come in now
Ona goes to the entrance of the bus and tells the boys they can come in now.
Alex:What took you guys so long
Ona:Emily kept throwing up so we just told her to stay here and rest
Diego:Is she okay?
Ona:Yea you should stay with her while we go eat
Brandon:Yea I'll bring you back food and if Emily wants something we can get it
Diego:Thanks guys
I walk towards the room where the beds are at and Ona just looks at me with a mad face for some reason.That was weird,Vereena walks out of the room and I go in.
Diego:Hey
Emily:Diego I just wanna sleep I don't want to do anything right now
Diego:No I didn't come for that just come down
Emily:OMG What
Diego pulls me into a tight hug and says.....
Diego:Just know that I got you forever never forget that
I look up at him and my eyes just get watery
Diego:What's wrong
Emily:nothing I'm just glad you said that
Diego:Come here
In reality I was scared,scared of the fact that I might be pregnant,scared of what he would think,and scared if my career comes to an end or my whole life.
Wc:1181
Date:August 9th,2019
(Hey babes!so I'm not an expert at this whole pregnancy thing and I might be messing up on the timelines of pregnancy like for example how many months till you can have your first ultrasound,or how many months till you know the gender and stuff like that so don't get bothered if I'm doing this earlier than what it actually is.Oh and sorry for the grammar mistakes!i never go back and fix my grammar mistakes I just post it and get it up for you guys as soon as I can especially with me being in school already,hope you understand!love you guys!)