MaNan- Only Mine ✔

13. The letter

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M A N I K

After two hours long meeting, I walked inside our room only to find it empty. I looked in the balcony and even in the bathroom but it was empty. And right then my eyes fell on a paper on the bedside table with her signature on it.

I opened the letter.

"Dear Manik,

I don't know from where to start because I have a lot of things to say but I am not sure if I will be able to say it all.

I thought you were the villian of my life but I was wrong. My dad, my superhero turned out to be the villian of my life. I turned out to be a part of his and Elder Wang's experiment. It hurts to know all of this and to tell you the truth I am not okay. I am lost, completely lost. It's suffocating me and eating me up. Now I have finally realized how hurt you must have been when you had found out about the reason of your existence. I am sorry to have realized it late. I am really sorry Manik.

Today I just realized that we went through a lot of ups and downs in one whole month. And I know a month together is nothing to boast about.But I really envy all those past times spent with you. From the times we fought and shed buckets of tears to the times we hugged and kissed, every single moment is precious to me.

Thank you so much for being there for me. Thank you for loving me . Thank you for holding me and not letting me go. I am really thankful to you.

You know Manik the first time we met in the woods and the first word you ever said to me was 'mine and only mine'. And from that day to the day I breath; I will always be yours and only yours and I know that but I don't think I can muster up my courage and stay with you.

I held the letter tightly as I read it and I could feel my heart sink. She wasn't leaving me, was she? I continued reading the letter, totally anxious.

I can't ignore the fact that my dad killed your dad. It was all his fault and I know that but still as his daughter I have to take responsibilities for his actions. I can't hurt you with my presence around you. I can't keep triggering your memories. I just can't hurt you anymore. Although you say that you are okay but I know you are not. I know it. You try to act strong when I am around but I know you are broken inside. I feel guilty Manik and this guilt of mine won't let me stay with you. So I am sorry Manik. I am sorry for every single thing and I know my sorry won't work. But still I am really sorry for leaving you.

And this was it.
"Cabir. Cabir." I mindlinked him.

"Alpha what's the-"

"Block all the exits of the clan and find out where Nandini is?"

"What's the matter?"

"Just do as I say." I panicked.

Holding the letter in my hand I walked out of the room to the other room where Abhi was. I opened the door of the room only to find it empty. The bedsheets were neatly folded and on the wall there was a sticky note.

"Thank you Alpha. I will make sure to take care of your mate."

He was gone too and I could feel my wolf getting restless every passing second. I ran downstairs to her mother's room. It was empty too. I called the nurses and the maids to ask about her.

"Alpha." I could hear the nurse's voice shaking.

"Speak up." I shouted. The fear of losing her was scaring the shit out of me.

"Luna's brother had come by two days ago and he had taken her away saying that it was your order to do so."

I closed my eyes in frustration as I clutched the letter. "Everyone leave." I tried saying it calmly and within seconds the room was empty. I could feel my wolf getting even more restless. In frustration I threw the glass vase that had been kept on the table.

"Alpha Luna left two hours ago from the north boundary with her brother saying that she had something to take care of." Right then Cabir mindlinked me.

"Cabir sent the undercovers to find her but make sure no one else beside them knows about this."

I can't let this news spread. If it does then the other clan might attack her and I can't afford that.

I wanted to go find her but I couldn't. The elders were dismissed and the clan was in such a mess that I couldn't leave the clan right now. I felt completely helpless that time. I could feel my eyes tearing up but I forcefully blocked my tears and opened her letter that I had been clutching. I continued reading, gulping away the lump that had formed in my throat.

"Don't try finding me." I wanted to say this but I know you won't listen to me. So I just want to say when I am courageous enough to face myself, I will come back to you Manik.

Before ending this letter there's one last thing I want to tell you; I know that this won't help much, but still I just want you to know that;

I love you Manik. I really do.

Only Yours,
Nandini

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