Voices

Chapter 3

It all started when I was about 5, from there are the earliest memories I had.

I was at kindergarten, I already had a "life long bestfriend", until the day I first heard a voice, in my head, it told me to pull my bestfriends hair, I don't know what I was thinking at that age, but I did it.

The lady (whose name I can't remember) said that, it was wrong and a mean thing to do for someone, and then she asked me why I did it, I said because the voice in my head told me to.

Of course, she didn't believe me, but called my mom and told her the whole thing, she came and took me home.
When we drove to the front yard, I was trying to get out of the car, but mom locked the doors, "honey, why did you do it?" I remember her face, looking panically at me, well I had always been "the perfect child", I didn't cry when I was a baby, I could be with anyone, but then suddenly out of no where, I pulled me bestfriends hair, said there were voices in my head.
"Did she say something to make you mad?" now she took my hands into hers, I'm pretty sure she was almost crying.
I remember, not getting why this was such a big deal, I just said that I heard voices, it's no big deal, but now I get it, when I was 8 my granpa died, he had some kind of a mental disorder. He said he could hear his dead wife telling him to do things, horrible things, I guess I have the same, exept I don't hear grandma, or anyone I know, all the voices were male, and there were, maybe 4 of them.
But later, I found out who they were.