"Heyy dear come here, let's swim" Shaun yelled.
"Nahh I don't know how to swim dear! And you knew that"
I shouted back. While assembling the folding table in front of the beach as well as the foods.
And yeahh it's our 1 year and 5 months of being couple, everytime our monthsarry come we've celebrate it into the whereby beaches.
Shaun and I truly loved the ambiance of the sea.
" Dear? I love you I truly did"
Shaun whispered into my ears while his arms snaked around my waist.
Hindi ko mapigilang ngumiti nang
mapait I can't stop myself from cursing cause I know what's the truth beyond
this shits
"I love you more than you love me Shaun Gabrielle Valdez and I'm effingly serious about it, please stay forever with me please". I replied as I turn around and cupped his chin.
He didn't respond he is just smiling and
kissed my nose. Napatitig ako sa mga
mata niyang kulay abo that captivating gaze of him.
"Yes, Rylie Vonn Gwenneth Vista I will stay forever by your side."
Tears rolled over my eyes at hindi ko
mapigilang ngumiti nang mapait.
"Whoah why are you crying? It's our day stop crying lil squirt".
Pinahid niya ang mga luhang dumaloy sa aking pisnge. Mga luhang kailanmang hinding hindi mauubos mga luhang handang tumulo sa kahit saang lugar at oras.
"Oops HSHAAHSH! Im sorry I'm just very happy that we've reached another months together let's just cut this drama Shaun I'm hungry na let's eat please"
I snorted.
"Of course dear kumain na tayo." Saad ni Shaun habang ngumingiti hindi ko mapigilang mapa titig sa
kanyang mga labi na minsan ko na ring inangkin.
Hindi ko mapigilang umiling sa aking naiisip.
*Kring Kring Kring Kring Kring
Tumunog ang kanyang cellphone SA kalagitnaan nang aming pagkain.
He pick up his phone and look at me intimately. I just nod as an approval that he may answer the call. At dali dali siyang tumayo at lumayo.
I let out a deep sigh and then pain rolled over my chest, dahil alam ko na simula noong nag Isang taon kami hindi na ako ang nag mamay ari nang
kanyang damdamin I can feel it through his gazes, through how he approached me and how he say those
sweet words to me. Hindi na kagaya noong dati. Pain buried me right now all I want to do is run from this reality and end this shits but I still love him, I still love my first love.
I wiped the tears in my cheeks, I continued my meal at hinintay ko siya, hinintay ko siya buong mag hapon hanggan sa mag gabi na.
At hindi na siya bumalik pa hindi na niya
ako binalikan pahh. I cried out loud I sobbed and I'm so suck up right now I felt I'm drowning in the middle of the sea where no one can dare to help me I'm fuck'inly fuck up, I love him but fuck my love isn't enough to make him stay I almost give my all to him but it's not enough at all. I sighed in frustration and kneeled in the sand I cannot stand properly my knees are trembling, my heart is aching, my eyes are suck up in tears, all I want is to escape this reality and forget this shits.
BINABASA MO ANG
A Regression
General FictionHeartaches can change your personality, way of living ,and your thinking abilities. But does love buried the pain? She was in chaos at that time,until she meet a man which she thought can help her to escape the anguish she felt. She is Rylie Vonn Gw...
