Strangled.
Suffocated.
Those two words are similar but so different, yet, I manage to feel both.
I'm being strangled by your "love" and presence but I feel suffocated just by the thought of leaving you.
what do I do?
Do I die at the hands of my love for you, or die from the love I think I have for myself?
I want to help you, pull you out of the dark hole you've buried yourself in, but it seems you've dug it big enough to pull me in too.
So what am I supposed to do?
Do I choose to get strangled,or do I choose to suffocate?