This Is Life

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Connor's P.O.V

I can hear everything. I can't move, talk, I cant do anything.

What was Nash doing to Ali?

I'll kill him if he touches her!

Connor, you almost did it. You're gonna have to try again. My brain said.

I don't know if I want to. If I'm leaving Ali, then no.

She will never love an idiot like you. I bet you Bethany didn't even stop by. She is probably Cheating on you.

Shut up, brain! Leave me alone!

Go kill  yourself again, Connor. This time, go for the pills.

I'm not doing it! Leave me alone!

I heard the boys were gonna kick you out of o2l anyway because they hate you. I bet Elizabeth ran away with Danielle because of you. Everything is your fault Connor.

Leave me alone! I yelled, jolting up.

I'm awake, I can see, I can move.

I see Kian, Ricky and Ali.

"Connor, we weren't gonna kick you out. It wasn't your fault that Elizabeth and Danielle left. Let all love you." Kian said.

"You like Ali more than a friend?" Ricky asked.

"Beth never came. She was too upset. She is in her house crying. She won never cheat on you." Ali said.

"I was talking out loud?" I asked.

They all nodded.

Now I feel like dying. They all know I like Ali. Ricky is gonna kill me.

"I think I have to go." Ali said with he head down.

See Connor, she can't even look at you.

I guess your right. Next time, I'll go for the pills.

Ali's P.O.V

I don't know what I'm feeling.

Do I like Connor more than a friend?

Ali, you have Ricky. You only like Connor as a friend, nothing more, nothing less.

I think I have a small crush on Connor. It need to go away.