You make me believe in Satan

chapter10

He swung me around to face him, his lips guided mine. I bite down on my lip and he pulled my chin up. "You bite your bottom lip.Yet it so sexy, but so worrying." I look up at him I don't understand what he means. "Are you nervous?" He whispers which makes my whole body shiver with pleasure. "N-no I'm fine" I stutter. He let's go. And my body feels alone again. But I wanted more. I grabbed him. "I want you and need you..." I said approaching my lips to his. He grips my waist pulls me up and chucks me on the bed. Swiftly he takes his shirt of showing his perfectly carved abs. I couldn't help but stare at his beauty. He liked me? This sexy man. Liked me? He crawled on to me and my body started to tremble. His hands cupped my face and kissed me gentle. My hands explored his body. Feeling every muscle. His body was hard yet smooth. His abs carved flawlessly I ran my hand down them. And he started to pull away. "Do you want this?" He said breathing heavily.
Was this going to be the night I loose my innocence? With my luck I'll get pregnant..but I liked the adrenaline of it though. I looked up and smiled. And then we continued to kiss. His hands reaching my bra and tugging it of with passion. His hands exploring my body. And the kisses down my neck making my whole body weak. He touched me like nobody has before and nobody will. He was dominant over my body I wasn't in control of my body he was. He knew what he was doing, yet it made me think he's my first...but I'm not his. I felt cold again and sad. I couldn't change that and I can't go back now.

In the morning

His arms wrapped around my body, and I felt his breathe down my neck it was worm and comforting. And there was no other place I would want to be. I picked up my phone and there was the time. 10:am ! Fuck I made him late for school. I oscillated my body and faced his face. He was gorgeous I didn't want to wake him. I stroked his chest and kissed it. "Travis..Travis!" I uttered. He groaned tiredly. He wiped his eyes and yawned in my face. And I smiled gentle at him. "What time is it?" He mumbled. "It's 10am! You need to get ready." I responded substantially. He pulled the covers over his face blocking me out his view. "Travis get up right now!" I started to shout. He uncovered his face and disgust filled his eyes. "Fuck of Jessica your not my mum." He replied resentful. I started to get up grabbing anything to cover my bare body. I felt like this was a waste of my time. I shouldn't of let him persuade me to come here. I was just another girl he spent a night with I put my clothes on and raced out the door. I couldn't hold the tears from my eyes. I kept wiping them away, but they kept coming back reminding me of what I lost for him. I didn't know if I was being dramatic but this isn't how I was gonna  spend the morning of losing my virginity or even that itself too someone who gives zero fucks what I do and feel for them. He basically seduced me then pushed me away. I drove far away and I didn't look back and I won't ever look back.