To say I am disappointed would be an understatement.
I thought I was better than that, I thought you were better than that, I thought we were better than that.
You know I actually thought we could work it out, I should have known that long distance never works. But how would it when you don't even text me back for 2 weeks and then act as if nothing happened.
My life is a messy, I am currently living in a hotel (for 5 days already) in my hometown even when I have a house here. And you don't even know that.
You don't even know anything about me anymore, when you call you avoid to tell me about your personal life and don't ask me about mine. When I ask you smoothly avoid it.
Why? How? When? All these questions are bothering me, does it bother you too? But then again I should have known better, you were like that from start but I really needed someone.
I thought I wouldn't let you close to me but slowly I let you through my walls thinking you would be there for me but I guess I was wrong. I let you see the real me, let you know about my secrets but you acted as if was nothing, as if the efforts I made were nothing.
And to know that you aren't even going to read this, heck you don't even know that i write here let it be my thoughts or my book that I completed but never published.
But I will stick around because when I can't take the mess anymore, I call you because then I can escape it for some time.
Yeah...
YOU ARE READING
My thoughts
RandomIt's like my diary/journal and if you want you can read and if you don't want then don't. I will be answering any of the questions of you guys. I am also open to people who need advice, people who want to talk or anyone.
