Unlucky // COMPLETE // Corbyn Besson

Goodbye once and for all

Hey, so I added a song to this (Just swipe across on the picture of Corbyn) you can play it while you read, hope you like it. Love you all❤️

Previously:
Jack:I'll do anything, get back in the band, work hard if...
I had a bad feeling about this, but I had no other choice.

Jack:If you date me.
I froze.
The words couldn't process through my brain.
He had no hesitation in his voice.
I looked at the ground.
I could save the band, I could save his friends, I could save his fans.
But it would hurt Corbyn.
It's fine I would just tell him it's for the band.
But that would make Corbyn more mad at Jack than he already is, and who knows what he would do.
I would take the blame rather than Corbyn or Jack.
Y/n:I-I don't know.
Jack:Well then goodbye.
He started to walk away, I didn't even notice him packing up.
I can't let the band split like this. The guilt would eat me alive.
Y/n:Wait!
He turns and faces me, he was getting uncomfortably close.
Jack:Well?
Y/n:Y-Yes...I'll do it.
He smirks and kisses my lips taking me by the hand and leading me to my car.
As much as I wanted my feelings for him to be real, there was no spark like what Corbyn and I had.
When we got back to the hotel room Jack gave a long speech to everyone saying he was sorry and that he was joining the band again.
Once everyone had drifted away round the room Daniel came over to me.
Daniel:How did you convince him to come back? He looks so happy.
Y/n:I um just...told him stuff.
Daniel:I'm glad he's back.
Y/n:Me too.
But there's a feeling in the back of my mind that stops me from being as happy as everyone else.
Corbyn then came over and gave me a hug.
A wave of sadness overwhelms me as he tries to kiss me but I can't kiss him back.
I see Jack wink at me out of the corner of my eye.
Y/n:Can I talk to you?
Corbyn:Of course.
I drag him to his room and look at him straight in the eyes.
Y/n:I-I'm...
Corbyn:Whats wrong?
My words flew out of my mouth to fast.
Y/n:I'm breaking up with you.
Corbyn's face completely dropped, his eyes full of hurt.
Corbyn:No...no no no, what did I do? Please I can fix it. I'll do anything. I love you, I can't loose you like this. Please let me fix it, what did I do?
He broke down in tears, holding my hand tight with so much panic in his voice.
Y/n:I-I'm sorry. You don't deserve me. It's not your fault it's mine.
Corbyn:Please Y/n. What happened to us? I-I'll fix it, I promise. I'll wait for you. Please just don't do this. I can't live without you.
My heart shatters to a million pieces, but I couldn't bare to look up at him yet I could feel his eyes burning a hole in me.
Y/n:You need to go...
Corbyn:Y/n...
Y/n:I'm so sorry.
I push him out the door and slam it shut. I slide down the door into a pile of tears.
*Inside head*
What did I just do?
I ignore the constant banging on the door and Corbyn's yells until all you could hear were his faint sobs.
Y/n:I love you.
I could hear chatter then footsteps leaving the door. He was gone. He wasn't mine anymore. I did this.
There was a knock on the door, I expected it to be Corbyn so I didn't reply.
Jonah:Y/n, it's me Jonah.
I creak the door open and Jonah's talk figure was revealed. He knelt down beside me and pulled me into a hug.
Jonah:Why did you break up with Corbyn?
Y/n:I-I can't be with him. I can't.
Jonah thought for a while.
Jonah:Can't?
Y/n:I mean...I don't like him anymore.
Jonah:I know that's not it.
I can't hold it in anymore, besides Jack said I couldn't tell Corbyn, therefore I can tell the boys if I want.
Y/n:Jack he-
My sobs interrupt what I was saying.
Jonah:Shh calm down. Speak to me.
Y/n:Jack he blackmailed me into breaking up with Corbyn so I could be with him, he said he would join the band and work his hardest if I did.
Jonah just pulled me into a hug and let me cry into his shoulder.
Jonah:Why the hell would Jack do that.
I pulled away and looked into his eyes.
Y/n:Please don't tell anyone, Jack will leave the group and he'll hate me.
Jonah:Okay, just promise me you will tell Corbyn eventually? You can't let Jack play with you like a toy.
I nod, but I lied.
There was no way I was telling Corbyn, I couldn't.
There was another knock on the door and Jack walks in.
Jonah stared at him, his face expressionless but you could tell he was clenching his teeth.
Jonah gets up and purposely knocks Jacks shoulder as he leaves.
Jack:What's his problem?
Jack holds his hands out for me and I take it as he pulls me into a hug, stroking my hair.
Y/n:What have I done.
Jack:It's ok, Corbyn will move on sooner or later.
Y/n:But I don't want him too.
Jack pulls away and lifts my chin up.
Jack:You're mine.
I'm not, I know I'm not. But still lean in for the kiss. There was no way of avoiding it. As if things could get any worse, Corbyn comes up the stairs and into the room.
Corbyn:Y/n- Oh you've got to be kidding me.
I push Jack off me and stare at Corbyn.
He looked hurt.
He was hurt.
Corbyn storms down the stairs again to be met by Daniel going to comfort him.
I spin round to Jack and push him out the door.
Y/n:GET OUT!
Jack:Y/n...
Y/n:GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE AND LEAVE ME ALONE!
I don't care if the rest of the boys heard, I want Jack out.
Jack turns round and leaves without saying anything else.
I slam the door as hard and I could.
Surprisingly, I didn't cry.
I stumble to the computer and get a plane ticket home. Leaving tomorrow morning.
I needed to get out of here.
I climb onto the bed with mixed emotions, meaningless tears and messed up thoughts.
I fall asleep after a lot of tossing and turning.
I was ready to leave.
I had a one way ticket away from all my problems.
*Time skip (the next morning)*
This was it.
I wrote the boys and note and left it on the coffee table.
I didn't bring any clothes with me so I had no luggage.
I call an Uber and arrived at the airport not long after.
I'm waiting at the gate which is leaving in less than 5 minutes.
I couldn't help but cry.
I had to leave without saying goodbye, just a few meaningless words on a piece of paper.
Everything I have been through is being thrown away.
Everything will just be memories.
I guess, this is goodbye...

I'm not crying, you are. 250 reads?!? Thank you so much. Keep a watch out for chapter 22
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