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Baby girl im sorry

Kenzie P.O.V
I woke up with a awful headache I checked my phone to see all the things I said to him I felt so bad I know all the shit that happened between his mom and dad and I said no one wanted him I had to see him I had to tell him I didn't mean it I quickly got my stuff got changed and jumped in my car when I arrived at the apartment I ran upstairs to our apartment unlocked the door and went to the bedroom he wasn't there I looked in the bathroom room I was running around when I finally found him sitting on the floor in the kitchen about to inject into his arm "Johnny put it down" I say he looks up at me with tears in his eyes and siad "no you where right no one wants me you where the only thing I had no you hate me because I'm a fucking pice of shit I have put you through so much it kills me and this gives me a distraction it numbs the pain of the world makes me forget how much of a waste of space I am I hit you cheated on you and disrespected you I fucking hate myself knowing my baby girl hates me is the worst pain ever this just takes it away but Mackenzie I want you to know your amazing wonderful human and you will find someone better I just wanna die I want to inject this shit In to me and overdose or do more until I overdose I love you more than you know so please leave cuz I don't want you to see this" I kneel in front of him I grabbed his face so he looked in to my eyes "you a fucking dickhead but your my dickhead and I love you more than anything you precious amazing and anyone would be lucky to know you because your perfect I'm not leaving and if you kill yourselves I will kill my self because I love you baby boy please listen to me I was angry drunk and high letting my emotions talk not me because I don't hate you I hate what you did but I love you and I want you I need you and I can't be without you so put it down and hug me and If you do it I will" "damn baby your so aggressive" he said as he threw it in the bin I got up and helped him "arrr fuck" he said "what" I asked "my stomach" he groaned "go lie on the sofa and I'll get the cream" I smile he does I go get the cream and put it on him once I was done he tried to pull me down so I was on top of him but I siad "no I don't want to hurt you" he laughed and responded "baby just lie on me I'm fine" I looked at him hesitated but laid on him my chin resting in his chest so I was looking up at him "I have something to tell you" I say nervously "anything" he said shoving his hands down my pants grabbing my ass "isleptwithniall" he immediately jumped up I was stood in front of him "babe im sorry" I say rubbing his arm he pushed it off and grabbed his phone he called someone "bro you fucked Kenzie I will fuck you up" he siad on the phone to Niall they started arguing but then Johnny said "ok ok whatever just don't do ever again bitch" then they where talking like normal when he hung up he pulled me in to a hug rocking back and forth I squeezed tighter around his waist "aw baby that hurts" he hissed "I'm sorry" I said letting go "it's ok" he said kissing my neck going straight for my sweet spot I moaned but pulled away and said "baby boy you is hurt just let me take care of you" "I'm fine" he said going back to my neck "no when you're better we going to have the best sex of your life but I don't want to hurt you so no" I say stepped back he groaned I sat down and he laid down his bum was on my lap I put in a film I let him chose I then hear him groan in pleasure "fuck baby girl you're hand is so good" I looked down to see I was massaging his dick and I didn't even notice he had grey sweat pants on I pulled them down and sucked his hard dick keeping eye contact with him the whole time "oh yeah baby girl you look so good down there" he groaned soon after he came I swallowed it all up "that was hot" he said I just laughed he sat up so i could sit back down he curled up and laid his head on my lap I scratched his head he hummed in contempt he fell asleep "my baby" I said "my baby" I repeated I ran my hand up his back I felt some wired patterns I lifted the back of his shirt up I could see multiple foot prints imprinted on his back where all these people had stomped on him and I knew they where diff people because all the patterns where a different trainer print it broke my heart seeing that thinking of all them people on him without being able to fight back until Niall and Hayden the other2 boys off him and it was just him and the other boy I know Johnny won that fight their is a video of the whole thing but I don't to see it I can't see my baby boy getting hurt kicked punched spat on without being able to stand up for himself it would kill me because I love this boy so much