Hate

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She hates herself she hates how she feels how she looks she hates the people who made her feel this way she hates that she let them she hates herself more though she's a failure a failure as a sister a failure as a daughter a failure as a girlfriend and if she ever has kids she'll be a failure as a mother who knew someone who can seem so happy would feel like this the answer is no one she's tired and just about ready to give up she wants to just die sometimes even though she knows that one person will miss her sometimes it's hard sometimes she doesn't think about him she probably makes him feel bad she probably makes him want to be gone just cause he's with her and as much as he says that's not true she feels otherwise why would anyone want her she talks to much she feels as the world is out to get her that she's an abomination that no one not one person would care after the grieving week it's not the easy way out to commit suicide but it's the hardest thing someone has to do they don't feel like they can live anymore they want it all to be over and ended even though there is some people they feel might hurt they just don't have the will to live anymore that's exactly how she feels

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