"Pls stop...it hurts ...I-..."
I couldn't control it , the wave of emotions washing over me like a riptide, boys have always kept there distance when it came to me , only because "She's weird , She's not like other girls...she's different...!"
I should have known this would happen, I'm so stupid.
"Why can't he just make up his mind!"
To think just when I thought I found someone who actually loved me , people who could fix me .
I was used to being wrong, people always had to prove me wrong, always
And like a broken record I lay on my bed manically laughing as realization hit me ... a crooked smile spreads across my face
I didn't need this ! Why was I being so god damn pitiful
I'm not weak , im not .
"Courtney are you okay..."my friend asks sitting beside me , on herbed , holding my hand with her soft gentle hands , she's always been there for me .i was sleeping over at her house because I couldn't go home in the state I was in , not after what he did to me.
"Yeah I'm okay" I say holding back my tears , god damn I'm such a fucking baby. she looks at me , obviously holding back a laugh , as if known what I just thought .
"Come on lets just watch a movie with a tone of hot naked guys , that should cheer you up, right !" I gently shake my head , I was way too tired to do anything at this point , and the headache wasn't helping.
After she had gone to say good night to her parents, she walked into the room with some water ,and got into bed holding me in her embrace, her bed was always so warm.
Lol this is so bad BUT DON'T BE FOOLED , it's pretty wicked!!!
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HorrorCourtney fights her way through mazes of emotional , mental and physical pain. Struggling to let go the pain of the past , she picks up the pieces but doesn't clean the infected the cuts from the broken glass , hiding them from those who care the mo...
