REHAB

Chapter 3

"Fuck no,"

This made everyone including me and the new kid turn towards the person who shouted out so loudly.

"Is that really you,hobi hyung?"Jungkook yelled out,doing little bunny jumps and looking like if he got a candy for doing the most adorable stunt ever.

"Jungkookie!!,"the new kid yelled out as well,flashing him a smile and waving at him.

"You know this dude,"I started to yell out at jungkook,shocked that he already knew him.

"Y-yea,"he said finally seating himself back down,realizing how he was acting infront of the entire class.

"Hobi hyung come sit next to y/n,"Jungkook said pointing towards the seat to my right.

"So y/n is your name huh,"he whispered to me.

"Hobi is your name,"I said,my face showing no emotions.

"It's actually hoseok,but you already know what I like being called ,princess,"he said,a smirk forming on his face.

"Yea,pedophile,"

"Ok kids,get to your seats now,"miss kim said,before hoseok could say a dirty comment to me.

"c,mon princess,let's get seated,"he said dragging me into my seat,jimin shooting him glares from the corner of his eyes.

"You touch her again and I'll mess you up new kid,"jimin said to hoseok,giving him a death glare.

"Sure thing,short stuff,"hoseok said to him laughing along the words.

I held jimin hands,giving him a light squeeze to calm him down from hoseok words.He didn't like people calling him 'short'.It was like an offence to him,A BIG BIG OFFENCE.Soon after he stopped paying attention to him and started writing whatever notes the teacher wrote on the board and I smiled.Jimin has always been there for me when I needed him and sometimes when I don't.I loved him for that.Jungkook told me I was blind,that I didn't really know jimin's feelings.What did he even mean by that?

"Stop staring babe.You're making it too obvious,"jimin said,causing me to break off from the trance I was in.

"S-sorry,"I said turning my head to see the teacher.

"You're cute when you're shy or embarrassed, "he said pinching my cheeks and smiling at my reaction.

"Chimchim stop it,"I said giggling.

"Why don't you two stop it,I'm digusted,"the new kid said.

"No so if you don't like it move,"Jimin said rudely to him and I slightly hit his hand.

"We'll stop hoseok,"I said to him turning my direction back to the teacher who was in the front of the class trying to teach why humans came from monkeys.

"You know what I like being called princess,"

"What do you mean and who you calling princess,dipshit,"jimin said to him.I don't know why but I sensed anger and jealousy from jimin's voice.These two don't mixed together well with him.The last time he was like that resulted in a boy ending up in a hospital.

"She knows,"hoseok told him,turning his direction also to the teacher and laughing.

"Jimin,chill ok.He is just a weird ass kid with red hair,"

"What's wrong with red? I was going to dye my hair that colour,"Jungkook said from behind us.
"Dude it looks like period blood,stfu,"jimin said to him,his hands playing his pen.He was furious.He didn't like the new kid at all.

"Well someone has a dick up his ass,"jungkook mumbled behind us.I snickered at his comment.

"Chill jimin chill,just get over it ok,no need to be jealous,"

"I don't like him,"he whispered to me.

"It's ok,"I whispered back turning my attention to our teacher before we got caught.

Soon the class was over and everyone was rushing out because one who wants to stay back for the teacher to give out homework and two..it's lunch and we're all basically hungry.Jimin and I walked hand in hand with each other to our usual seats in the cafeteria,Jungkook following suit.It was then my eyes trailed over the entire cafeteria looking for no one in particular or maybe I was.My eyes finally caught onto the red haired boy who stood at the front door of the cafeteria.His eyes scanning over everyone.His facial expressions and body was tensed.Maybe he hated crowded places.His eyes met mines in an eye contact,for a long time before I turned away to face Jimin who was fighting with Jungkook on who can dance better.

"Hey guys I'm going up to the roof for a bit,"

"I'll join you for a bit after I'm finished,"Jimin said,pecking me on the cheeks for going back to eating and fighting with kook.

I pushed past all the people who was gathered in the cafeteria.Taking my usual route of all the long stairways to roof,I pushed opened the door.My eyes instantle meeting the red haired,sitting calmly.The wind blowing causing his hair to move away from his face,his facial features showing making his face even more beautiful than it already was.Eyeing his forehead,eyes,and lips I felt my breathe being taken,he truly was beautiful.How didn't I see this before?

"Are you done staring babe,I know I'm beautiful,"his voice sweetly yet deviously said.The infamous smirk quickly crawling onto his lips.

"I-I wasn't s-staring,"I tried to calmly say but failed so miserably.His face turned towards mine.His brown eyes staring into mines.So beautiful.

Trying to ignore his presence,I went to a quiet spot on the roof,not far away from the boy but to a place where I know he won't be able to see me.Pulling out a cigarette and placing it between my lips,I inhaled and exhaled the smoke out of my lungs.The refreshing feeling coming back into my body.I relaxed forgetting the feeling of everything that ever bothered me,the dark memories I try my best to hide but still frightens me at night.Closing my eyes, feeling the wind brush against my face,and the feeling of getting high was euphoria.The way I want to feel all the time but feeling happy wasn't meant for me.It never was.I was meant to be alone,sad and depressed.The feeling of never getting to have an ounce of happiness was hurting me so much.Why me? Why couldn't I grew up just like every ordinary girl whose parents who come pick them up at school,would go to the park and carnivals with her,would show up at her parent teacher meetings or just generally be together with her and happy.That's all I ever wanted but instead I just had to have an empty and dull life,where my life meant nothing to the people around me.

Not knowing,tears were now streaming down my closed eyes.Where was the euphoria feeling that was just there?where did it all go? Why was I back to this dead feeling inside of me? Maybe another smoke would bring it back because feeling like this just made me want to die even more.

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Sorry for the late updates.I was on editors block and I didn't know how to do this chapter.This chapter may be boring but it's just a build up to the actual parts.This book is a dark themed book so just for warnings there will be mentions of

>Violence & mature language

>Drug abuse

>Physical and mental abuse

>Rape

>Slut shaming

>Self harm

There might or might not be mature content (smut).