Her Truth

Her Truth chapter 2

I've always been in the most darkest places pain, felt hopeless actually wanted to give up. As you can see I'm still here even Though
My mom never told me how much I met to her.
I Thought I still mattered to her she might of treated me bad but she was still there for me.
1st grade I had my teacher Ms Day ,Write a letter to her. Thought the letter would of helped it didn't.
Seems like that made things worst maybe my mom was in dark places too. Whatever it could of been still gave her no right to hurt me.
She could of came and talked to me I was there for her. That's my problem I love to much you have Be careful   doing that. People will take advantage think they can do whatever they want to you and you just take it.
Advantage right like my Abusive ex boyfriend. Hold on I'm not saying peoples names in my story.
Feb 16th 2014 when we met and started dating. This is why I don't use dating sites or dating apps now.
We moved very quickly can I see why they say take your time in a relationship.
He was great at first...
Everything was fine at-least I thought...
Until one night I stayed at my friends house.
He just kept calling and texting was cute at first.
When I got back home he started yelling at me, Oh I forgot to mention he had been living with my aunt and I for a month now.
Theses were his pattens the Jealousy we all get jealous right? Not his kind of Jealousness...
He was working on changing me so I could be what he wanted me to be. My Self-esteem was already low , because of what my mom did to me he knew that. That's why I said he took advantage he knew I would do anything to keep him. He Manipulated me i didn't realize... could explain why I put up with the abuse.