𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞! - 𝐟.𝐰. 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

f.w. - euphoria

song- uncomfortable by wallows

"finn?" i questioned. "yeah y/n?" he answered. "do you ever get in a certain state of euphoria where you feel like anything and everything can happen and makes you incredibly happy? it's stupid but-" finn interrupted, "actually i know exactly what you're saying. it's a good feeling, euphoria." i smiled. this was perfect. the perfect night. the perfect person to be with. the perfect state of mind.

"sometimes i think about how lucky i get" i say. "in what ways?" he asks. "i mean like how i have such an amazing life, how thankful i am. being best friends with you. having nights like these where we just talk and let everything free. it's how i get in my state of euphoria." i explain. the only thing i'm not letting slip my mouth are my feelings. how i feel about him.

"me too y/n. i'm glad we've stuck together. partners in crime that's what we are!" he laughs. i smiled back at him. oh how i wish i could tell him. finn wraps an arm around me and hugs me. i immediately get butterflies. why? he isn't supposed to make me feel like this!

"hey we should get going, it's dark and your parents probably want you home" he helps me up and out of the tree house we made when we were 9. so many memories i wouldn't trade for anything. so many things i've said except one thing.

we both grab our skateboards and ride down towards the house. i grab on to finn's arm, trying to gain my balance. "you good?" he asks with worry. "yeah just lost my balance" i laugh. we look each other in the eyes and have this weird moment thing. i let go of his arm and shake off the feeling.

once we get to my house i feel this sudden urge. "hey wolfhard?" i call out. he turns and looks at me while walking to his house. "yeah doofus?" he yells back while walking towards me. "i hate you." i say softly. "y-you hate me?" he looks at me with sad eyes. "yeah finn. i actually despise you. who let you do such a thing? let you play with my emotions? after years and years of keeping them bottled up, i hate you! you did this! you let me feel this way! and didn't stop me! and it makes me so mad because you didn't even know you were doing it, but you were doing it! and i-" "Y/N! hey! slow down! i just, i don't know what to say. this is so surreal." finn says.

he hates me! he hates me! "i understand, you don't feel the same. can we just brush this off? pretend like it didn't happen? please." i frown. finn grabs my hands and looks me in the eyes. "stop. i want you to stop. you have to stop making me feel this way. we've been best friends since we were 4 y/n. i developed a crush on you when we were 6. it grew stronger every year, every damn year. my feelings would grow stronger and stronger day by day. it was the worst feeling realizing that you don't deserve someone like me. you deserve someone better, but i wanted you so bad. everyday on set, all i would think about is you. no one else. it drove me crazy. it makes you crazy. it really does." he explains. what? this doesn't make sense. what makes you crazy? "what makes you crazy? i know what you mean i feel the same way, but i just don't know what it is" i ramble.

"love, y/n. it's love. i think i'm in love with you and i think i have been for a while. but i just don't know it's such an incredible feeling, but at the same time it's terrible. knowing that you're here, but not knowing if you feel the same." finn says. "i think i'm in love. i think we're in love, but we don't know it." we both burst into laughter. "HAHA LOVE HAHAHA! funny! wait. unless.." he hesitates. "okay fine finn i really like you. like a lot. like butterflies in my stomach and that warm fuzzy feeling a lot. and it's been like that for a while. i don't want to ruin anything. i mean you're basically a celebrity now and i think you're going crazy. why me?" i wonder.

"you make me feel safe. like i can just be 100% finn around you no one else, and i could just have fun and let loose" he says. "wow. really? are you sure you're not hallucinating finn? because if you are i can take you to the doc-" finn interrupted me by leaning in and attaching his soft, rosy, plump lips to mine, and of course, i kiss back. then i felt it. the spark. the feeling. euphoria.

hey losers!
so this is my new imagine book. i decided to make one because i have so many other finn stories that aren't finished so i just put them in one book lol. i hope they're good i don't write stuff like this😳
-jenna🧚‍♀️