Random poem

Cutter

People thinks that cutting is stupid,

I am one of them who thought that too.

But,

I am also the cutter.

It's seems so amazing that I told others not to,

I did it to myself.

I solve others problems

but I never did to myself.

People thinks that I cut for minor things.

People judge me.

They are wrong.

My problems are more than what they see.

They judge me,

they criticise me.

Laughing at me cause' I've got that scars.

Judging me cause' I've done the stupid stuff.

Looking at me like I did childish stuff.

They don't know me.

I was going through things that they thought was minor.

Everyday, I was resisting the blade

but everyday,

I can't resist it.

How difficult it is.

I'm trying my very best.

I thought I could conquer it.

Now,

my thought is gone now.

I've give up on trying.