Fake or Real (choen)

Chapter 3

⚠️trigger warnings⚠️some harsh things happen in this chapter! Including:

Cutting

Blury vision

And just bunch of drepressed stuff

This is your last ⚠️warning⚠️

POV: Chase

We all loaded back onto the bus and we're heading to the hotel then the meet in greet in New York.  Cynthia and I sat behind Jaden and Anthony, I was hearing things from there seat so I looked through the crack of the seats. I see them messing around but more like flirting and I think I saw them kiss. I'm not really sure though cause something else got my eye it was a familiar ocean eye staring at Jaden and Anthony too.

   I could of stared at noen eye for hours but Cynthia tapped my shoulder asking what I was doing. "just resting my head" I said hoping she'd believe that. "Ok" giving me a weird look. I starred out my window until I heard what sounded like Cynthia flirting with Anthony. I looked over at them but turned around and looked at my window again. I didn't do anything cause I'm sure it's just jealousy getting to me and I have other things to think about. I stared drifting off so I decided to go to sleep.

POV: Noen
As I was getting off the bus I realized I left my phone. So I went to where I was sitting and leaned down and grabbed it. I then saw a sleeping chase and went to wake him up. "Good morning sleeping beauty" "hey babe where Cynthia" said chase not realizing what he just said. I then blush as red as a Tomato. "Noen are you feeling ok?" Chase said concerned. "Yes I'm fine" I said lifting up my arm to cover my blushing.

"Are you sure" chase says grabbing my hand but not flirty, friendly. I felt like I was gonna explode with butterflies. "Ahdhsjagev" I couldn't even speak. "Ok let's get you to the hotel room" chase then dragged me by my hand to the check in stand. He got the key card and dragged me to the hotel room door. He then let go of my hand and unlocked the door. He grabbed my hand again, dragged me next to the bed and said "please lay down."

I stared laughing so hard and said "chase I'm fine" "so I ran and dragged you in here for nothing" chase said out of breath. "Yep" "you suck" chase said punching me in the arm. "I'll get you back for that." Chase says smiling "oh please I believe it when I see it" I said laughing. "I w" chase gets cut off by a text. "Anthony says the groups getting together for a movie night In his hotel room" chase says looking up from his phone.

POV: Chase
Noen and I ended our discussion for now... 
Then we headed to Anthony's room and as soon as I walked in I walked out.  I couldn't believe what I had seen. What I saw gave me the worst feelings in the world. I saw Cynthia and Anthony kissing. I went into my hotel room and locked myself in the bathroom. I felt like my world was falling apart. Everything was getting blurry and I felt like I couldn't breath

I went and laid in the bathtub. Everything stared to calm down a little bit but the tears stared to flow I- I felt... like my heart was actually broken. I stand up shaking and walk over to the sink.  my eyes land on my razor and I stared to reach for, as my sobbing got louder. I grab it and sit on the bathtub side. I pull up my jeans.                   
                    (Major trigger warning)
I stared making little cuts on my thighs blood starts pouring out as I've been doing all of this I've been hearing banging in the door and voices but I was so trapped in my own head I couldn't hear it. All of sudden a loud bang startles me out of my trapped state. It was Noen braking down the door and all the rest was just a blur.

                  (End of triggering stuff)

I wake up to the sound of a boy crying but everyone was crying but all I could hear was his cry. Then everything goes quiet I lift up my head to see where I was. I then feel a pair of warm arm wrap around me. I turn to see who it was noen. I could off stayed there for ever but then I remembered everything that happened.
"Where are they" I said calmly even though It still to remember what happened. "Where's who" Trent our major says confused.  "You know what it doesn't matter right now, can we leave now"

"Depends, how are you feeling" noen asks with his arms still around me. "Good still stings a little bit it's fine" I say showing a fake smile.
"Are you sure babe" noen asks very concerned about me. "Babe" everyone says in shock. Noen was about to say it was an accident but then a cheater walked in. "I'm so glad your ok" Cynthia said looking actually concerned "Oh hell no get this bitch out of here"  chase said with no hesitation. "Chase what the hell" she says trying to hug me.

"Don't touch me with your cheating hands" chase says angry. "Babe what are you talking about" Cynthia says hoping he's not talking about her and Anthony. Then everyone starts saying I'm the cheater. "Guys I accidentally said babe were not dating" noen says blushing as red as a tomato. "Cut the innocent act I saw you and Anthony kissing" chase said yelling. "Chase I'm so sorr" Cynthia saying but got cut off by chase. "I don't wanna here it just get out"

"But chase I" Cynthia realized she was getting picked up. Griffin and Jaden picked her up and took her out of the room. I don't know where they took her but I don't really care either. "

I tried to make a longer chapter so hope you guys like it
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