𝐇𝐢𝐬 𝐒𝐥𝐚𝐯𝐞 || 𝐉𝐊

Ch. 5

Jungkook

I groaned waking up to the light of the morning sun, yawning I turn to my side facing Y/N and watched her sleep peacefully. She's so beautiful, it drives me crazy. Even though I'd only knew her for one night I could already feel myself getting attached to her and that's dangerous.

'She's all MINE' I thought while aggressively gripping her inner thigh.

She stirred around in her sleep uncomfortably and slowly opened her eyes. Panicked, she jumped up out of the bed. I got up slowly walking up to her as she backed up step by step until her back was against the wall and there was nowhere else to go. I slammed by hands on the wall beside her head causing her to jump.

"Time to get to cleaning" I said in a teasing way, I looked down at her shaking legs then back at her eyes. Suddenly her face turned into disgust and anger, she stomped her foot.

"Next time keep your fucking hands to yourself " She yelled pointing her finger at me in anger as she remembered last nights events.

'Does she not understand that I own her? Who the fuck does she think she's talking to?'

"Do you not understand how this works? You're mine, I own you. Your my property. Therefore I'm free to do whatever I want with your body... I'm warning you, you should keep that pretty little mouth of yours shut before I shove something insi- "

Smack

"You're a sick piece of shit"

I saw red.

Without hesitation I grabbed a fistful of her hair and dragged her out the room. She was kicking and scratching my hands to get free but it was no use. I dragged her all the way to the top of the stairs, not caring I pushed her ass down the flight of stairs. I watched as she rolled and tumbled down the stairs  until she finally hit the bottom. I waited for her to get up but she didn't. Then I notice a bit of blood leaking.

'Oh fuck'

"What the hell is going on?"
"What is with the fucking noise?"

The guys made their way to the stairs only to find the bleeding girl on the floor, they were instantly alarmed. I made my way down the stairs.

"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO?" RM yelled kneeling next to the girl checking her pulse.

"She was talking back so I shoved the little bitch down the stairs don't be so fucking dramatic I'm sure she isn't dead. See!" I said as I checked her pulse. She's alive.

"Just take her to the guest room and clean her wounds" I ordered RM. I watched as he carried the unconscious girl away. The guys followed besides Taehyung and Suga.

"Jungkook I hope you're still taking your meds" Taehyung said with a concerned look on his face while glancing at Suga

"Stop asking me this, I already told you I am taking my meds" I snapped back defensively.

I lied. I definitely wasn't taking my meds. I hated taking them. I hate the way they looked, the way they tasted, and most of all the way they made me feel. They made me feel numb. I didn't want to not feel anything... I wanted to feel something. Yes I'll admit I am fucked up in the head but those pills did not make me feel like myself. They just suppressed the real me and I hated it.

"We're just looking out for you, you've been acting off for the past few weeks. Now you randomly kidnapped this girl when we weren't even given a job. What exactly are you doing?"  Tae said in a concerning voice

Suga sighed loudly "Look I understand you're still not over-"

I roughly grabbed his shirt collar in anger with one of my fist raised, ready to punch him.

"I thought I ordered you guys not to bring this back up" I said between gritted teeth

"We fucking care about you, you're the leader of our team. We count on you. If you're head is not straight then the rest of ours isn't. Which means jobs can't be done. Which then means our lives are at risk" Suga said calmly with his face remaining straight, like always.

Suga always seemed like he did not care about anything but I can see through him. He cared. Sighing, I let him go.

"I really been taking my meds. I'm okay, I swear"  I said looking at them hoping that was convincing.

"Well, okay we'll take your word for it, we trust you. Right Suga?"  Taehyung said patting my shoulder. I knew I convinced Tae but Suga on the other hand... He stared at me for a few seconds then crossed his arms nodding his head slowly.

"Good, let's go check on Y/N" he said making his way to the guest room.

I walked back up the stairs, to my room, and straight into the bathroom. I opened up my medicine cabinet, revealing my meds. Aripiprazole, Aripiprazole lauroxil, Brexpiprazole, Clozapine...The list keeps fucking going. I'm schizophrenic so I have take all these just to stay calm. I hate it.

"FUCK!" I yelled in frustration slamming my hands on the sides of the sink.

'Don't take them'
'They are just keeping you from being the real you'
'Don't you want to free?'

The voices are starting to get louder as each day passes. I turned on the sink contemplating on whether or not I should just dump them down the drain. Shaking my head I took the lid off one of my bottles and put one of the large pills in my hand. I stared at it debating on whether or not I should take it.

'You want to get rid of us?'
'You think they care about you? They are just jealous of you, they wish they were as free as us'

I quickly shoved the pill in my mouth, swallowing it then drinking some of the water running through the faucet.

" One down seven more to go"

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