Bella's Little sisters [On Hold]

Chapter 2

Its been a few days since I've been to Edward's house.If I go over there they're gonna make me eat and I don't want to eat.Their birthday is tomorrow, it hurts to think about them.I know the Cullens are gonna wonder why I'm not in school, specifically Edward.I'm also gonna lock my window.

I know your all wondering;'Why, he can help you cope with it.' The thing is that I want to be alone.The therapist I went to said to do whatever helps me cope, and being alone helps.I was pulled out of my thoughts by Charlie calling me. "Hey Bells,you gotta eat something." he called, you could hear the worry in his voice.

"I'm not hungry." I yell back

"Are you sure sweetheart." my mom called up the stairs. "Yeah." I called back

I know your wondering why my mom is downstairs.Well she's down there because every year on their birthday,me mom and dad all stay here together.Even though I don't leave my room.Their death really took a toll on this family.

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I'm just sitting in my room and listening to the cd Edward made for my birthday.Looking at photos of me and my sisters, crying my eyes out.I've only been up for an hour and I'm already at it.I stay like that for about an hour. I finally can't take it anymore and throw the photo album,curl up into a ball and sob uncontrollably.

I must've fallen asleep because I awoke with a jolt when dad called my name. "Bella honey, come down here please."

I found it strange because he knows I'm not gonna move.I didn't even try to move or make the slightest movement.I just stare at the wall ant let the tears fall freely.

"Bella come down here or you're not allowed to see the Cullens." he yelled

As much as I didn't want to move, I got up anyway.My life without the Cullens would be hell.I made my way down the steps, once I got down to the bottom the tears that I tried to hold in had already ran down my cheeks.My mom and dad were at the door.

"Yes daddy." I said,my voice shaky.

You could see that he was trying not to cry.I only called him daddy in times like these.

"The Cullens wanted to speak to you." he said while pointing to the door. I walked over to the door and saw all the Cullens, with the exception of Carlisle. "Bella you gonna be okay?" My mom asked "Yeah momma I'm fine." I say trying not to cry and she realized.She came over and hugged me, she started to cry and I lost it.

"I'm the worst sister ever!!" I sobbed not caring who heard.

"No you are not, their was nothing you could've done." she scolded me, waving her finger in the air. I chuckled remembering the last time she did that.

"What's so funny Ms.Bipolar?" she joked.

"I was just thinking, the last time you did that was when our cat ran away and Arabella wouldn't stop crying."

"Oh yeah, I remember that." she said with a sad smile.

"I really miss them,momma,it hurts." I cried "WHAT IS GOING ON." Rosalie yelled

I totally forgot they were there.Now I'll have to tell them. I don't think I can, it will break my heart.I love them but it hurts so much to even think about the incident,how will I talk about it.I guess I have to tell them now.

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