Don't be too hard on yourself

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                Sinb was just scrolling through her phone, looking at videos of her boyfriend who is Jeon Jungkook. It was their first day of their concert in Seoul. She is at her room, all of her members are asleep and she's waiting for Jungkook to message her.

              But then a notification pop out of her phone and it was from her boyfriend. A text saying; Open the door please. She was confuse because a lot of doors are inside the dorm and she doesn't know what door to open but then realised that he was talking about the front door.

             She quietly got up from her bed and head to the front door. She twist the doorknob and it reveal a puffy Jungkook. Before she could say something she was then engulf in a hug, his face buried on Sinb's neck.

            She could hear sobs, she wrap her arms around his torso and move the both of them to the couch not breaking the hug. She was sitting beside him while her legs are on his lap.

            "What's wrong?" She asked softly but was respond with a loud sob. "Ssshh.... it's okay" She whispered and run her fingers through his fluffy hair.

            She didn't talk until Jungkook has finished crying. "Are you okay? Do I have to punch someone? You know I would punch people who hurts my bunny" She said jokingly which made Jungkook let out a small chuckle.

            "See now we're smiling" She smiled and Jungkook look up. His eyes were very red and it looked like he was crying from the place he came from till he arrived to her dorm.

            "What's wrong?" She asks again quietly and Jungkook took a while to respond but eventually did. "I messed up" He said a tear escaped from his eye. "What do you mean?" She asks, "I messed up when I did my solo" He said.

            "What do you mean? I saw the video and you did fine" Sinb said confusingly. And it was true, while looking at the videos posted by his fansites she couldn't detect a mistake and saw how wonderful he did.

            "I did one mistake! I was very disappointed with myself. How could I make one mistake? I've been practicing this for months and I made one tiny mistake! Look how disappointing I am" He sulked and Sinb looked at Jungkook with anger but a little bit of sadness.

             "Jungkook,what do you mean you're a disappointment? If you were your fans would have leave you, you would be criticize everyday of how bad you are, you would make everyone even your parents sad. But you didn't, you did great out there, your fans had fun, everyone did, everyone loves you, no one cares if you made one mistake, no one is perfect, even I make mistakes. One mistake doesn't make them hate you, so please don't be too hard on yourself, Jungkook, besides it's still the first day. You can make it up to them tomorrow" Sinb said, she held both Jungkook's cheeks and look at him in the eye.

               "What did I do to my past life to deserve someone like you?" He asks and leans in closer to Sinb. Putting his lips on hers as they both kissed quietly. "You must've been very good" Sinb whispered on Jungkook's lips.

             "Wait! But what if non-army sees the video and makes it a big issue? Like Jeon Jungkook made a mistake see how pathetic he looks, He's been practicing this for God know's when and he made a mistake? Lmao that's sad." Jungkook break the kiss and kept on blabbering on what stuff the haters might say.

             "Jungkook!" Sinb whisper-yell at Jungkook since she can't scream at him because her members are sleeping. Jungkook quickly shut his mouth and looked at Sinb. "Who cares what your haters think? They just want to bring you down because of how jealous they are. They don't know the story of how tired you are, of how tired of all your members are. Besides, they only bark and no bite" Sinb said.

            "Now shut up and kiss me" Sinb said and wrap her arms around Jungkook's neck and pulled him closer till their lips met.

          They continued this for a whole 5 minutes and break apart because it was getting steamy.

         Jungkook decided to go home and gave Sinb a big thank you and a one last kiss before he went back to their dorm. Sinb wave goodbye and went to her room. And slept the night away.

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Aye! Sorry for the slow update, sorry for the mistakes and grammar error I made. I have no more ideas on what to put.... and I can't also seem to find an idea on what to put on my other book which is The Twisted murderer.... I'm very sorry. I'm really trying. And I'm also very busy because exams are coming up and I have this competition which is held on Puerto Princessa, Palawan, Philippines. So yeah I'm training very hard for the competition hope y'all pray for me. I'm not planning for a medal but I am planning to beat my best records. Cause I'm trying to prove my mom that I am doing my best to improve... so yeah😂  I hope y'all healthy and please stay hydrated!

Good night 💖

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