We lose piece of ourselves with every disappointment ,with every person leaves our lifes..with every battle we lose...but when we have enough?! When we actually can't go on?!...
In my opinion we never actually do we are just tired so we pretend it so someone gives us a hand or some kind of pity....sometimes it turns out that people are actually can be nice and sometimes it ends really ugly! But for me i had enough because i just can't bare with the stress anymore.. I can't fake a smile ..i can't think clearly because of the noises in my head!!!
I reached to a point where i look extremely quite though I'm screaming inside.... But it turned out that people are actually selfish ....they just wanna survive!!! So is them helping me gonna help them surviving??!! I don't think so ..so why they'll do it?!! Why would i expect help from anyone?!....
Should i fight or not?! Should i give up or just stop?!...these questions are killing me ...but what can i do now and won't hurt me badly in case i got out of this mess?!! *STOPPING* but how,why,when,where?! Damn girl!!! Stress again!!
Eventually ...no one gonna read this but ..i just wanted to talk...so yeah ...life is so messed up people!!
Good luck living it
