Aren't I The Most Perfect Actress? (TC Fanfiction)

I battle Depression and Suicidal Thoughts.....

ADAM'S P.O.V

I saw Jordan and Steve walking together, laughing and kissing their girlfriends cheeks. I screamed at them at they finally noticed me. "Oh, hey Adam, where's Jason??" Steve asked, smiling like he did nothing wrong, oh he did. "Hes in there, spending as much time as he can with his sister, Ciara, who is broken badly." I said calmy, wait, why am I acting like this. I hurt her too.... maybe.... I like her again?? I don't fucking know....

Jerome's P.O.V

I sat on Ciara's bed, wondering where she is when I heard whispering "One for Jordan, One for Perry, Another for Steve, One for Sara, One for Seto, and lastly, One for Adam" It sounded like her.... no.... she can't be!! SHE CUTS?! I became furious and stormed out for a bit, went to find Jason and Mitch in the kitchen. "She fucking cuts... because of them assholes!!" I told them annoyingly, I am pissed because if them. Jason knew what I meant and shook his head them went into her room, me and Mitch following behind. Adam followed us after a bit too, then Ty, then Ian, then finally Quientin. We sat on her bed and acted like nothing was wrong. She came out smilling though it faded when i asked her " Why do you cut, for assholes you broke your heart, or those girls who dated your boyfriend behind your back??" She looked down and said " I thought no one noticed me... I am breaking..." Her voice came out small and it cracked a bit. "We notcied, just not soon enought I guess..." Jason told her, wrapping her small frame in his arms. " You always faked those smiles.... those laughs... all the times that you were here after the breakups..." He wondered out loud, then she spoke a quote that hit the feels , "Sometimes the strongest among us are the ones who smile through silent pain, cry behind closed doors, and fight battles nobody knows about" We gave her a confused look, wondering what was up with the last part. " I battle depression, and suicidal thoughts.. I have ever since Jordan, it just became worse every break-up..." She spoke with no emotion, leaving us all shocked. She got ot of Jason's arms and climbed into mine, crying into my chest as I craddled her. "Shhh shhhh, it's okay, let it all out Air..." I comforted her, as I shot daggers at Adam. And if looks could kill, he would be the necxt un-solved murder case. "S-s-seto... he... hurt me almost the most..... Jordan hur tme the most though..." She cried more and more. I am somewhat glad we found this out sooner, who knows, she could've killed herself if we didn't find this out sooner.

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