ONE LAST BREATH

There is silence. There is noise. It's dark but I see the lights.
In that instant I know what is going on. I accept what the future must be.

A heartbeat.
One last breath.
The signal of relief.
I hope I did my best.
I wish peace takes all of you one day.

Let's start from the end.

With love, Diana x

...

In a split of a second I see the car crushed against the pilar under the bridge after a hard noise makes an eco inside my system. My head hits the seat in front of me and then it bounces back in slow motion. Another car sounds in the background and I see what it seem to be a white object leaving at high speed. My eyes make contact with a security camera and I imagine myself screaming. If only I was able to.

I cannot turn my head to the inside of the car and see Dodi. Then I see a man approaching me with troubled eyes. My heart does not stop beating, it refuses to and as I close my eyes, I see everything.

...

I remember holding William for the first time in my arms.
It was delightful. I felt the kind of happiness I have never felt before. He was this tiny human being that have been growing inside of me for these past nine months. He was perfect. My perfect little baby. I just wanted to have him close to my chest, to touch his face, to see his eyes. My life has changed a lot in the past few years, but my new treasure was all I need it to calm the monsters inside me.

Prince Charles was looking at me like he once did. I have to admit that everything was perfect for a minute. I could see us two united again by this blessing. He was happy to have an heir, I was happy because it seems that I had my family back.

I was foolish in love when I meet him. At that time I did anything to try and bring us love and peace. He was my Prince Charming. Like I said, I was a fool. Just like anything in life, to possess something beautiful a sacrifice must be made.