Snippets of stories

13.08.2019

i'm here again.

in the stalls of the bathroom.

fists clenching the sides of the toilet bowl, chest feeling like it was about to rip into two.

inside the white bowl, lay red flower petals.

welcome to my shit life so far.

i was born to suffer wasn't i?

because

i have hanahaki disease.

for the people who don't know what it is, it's a disease where flowers grow in your lungs and heart. and there are only two ways to solve this problem.

1. get it surgically removed.

but if i do, all my feelings disappear.  including love

or 

2. be accepted by whom i was fated with.

and it cannot be friendship wise. it has to be out of love. not fucking lust cause that's gross and against my values.

but i know i'm fated to die, cause he doesn't see me in the same light.

and it's unfair.

cause everything about him is perfect, but i know that i'm not good enough for him. i know that he's going to be with some other person or girl and i'm going to die of this fucking disease over shitty hair.

and i love you.

but would you love me back?

would you accept me or will i be reacquainted again with death again?

~katsuki bakugo

(kiribaku) my hero academia