Cold Hearted Fool {Xiumin ff}

~Chapter 29~

Hamin's P. O. V

The whole period of English class, I can't even concentrate.

Tears kept on forming in my eyes and I tried really hard not to cry in front of everyone, especially that jerk who always started it.

Yes, he has the same schedule as me for today.

Then, I felt someone throwing a small paper wrap towards me. I raised an eyebrow and picked it up.

I unwrapped it and it says,
'Mianhae ,if I made you mad. I have to do that because I hate it if you're close to someone else, other than me.'

I rolled my eyes and tore it apart.

"Yah! Jung Hamin!" he whisper shouted but I ignored him.

"Jung Hamin, it seems Kim Minseok would like you to meet him after class." Mrs. Kim said.
It earned muffled laughter from the other kids.
"The two of you should stop talking or you'll get detention."

"Nae, seongsaengnim ." I bowed then I glared at the jerk who started it.

"Alright. Now please continue doing your work, I have a meeting to attend so please be quiet." she said before exiting the classroom.

As soon as she cleared the back of the door, the peace of the room erupted into chaos of kids jumping up from their seats to join their friends.

The students gained a few minutes of freedom to gossip and eat forbidden snacks under the table.

I sighed and close my book and rested my head on the table.

I knocked my head again and again because I can't stop thinking about Joshua's expression on his face.

Then, I felt someone sitting right beside me. I looked up and I saw That Cold Hearted fool again.

I scoffed and looked outside the window, with tears in my eyes.

"Go away." I said.
"Mianhae." he said.
"Don't say it to me, apologise to Joshua." I look at him with no expression then I continue looking outside.

"I won't unless you forgive me first." he said and I turned to him.
"If I do, what if you repeat the same mistake, again and again?"

"I won't." he said.
"YOU THINK THIS IS SOME KIND OF A JOKE TO YOU?! IS HURTING PEOPLE'S FEELINGS MAKES YOU FEEL SATISFIED?! YOU JUST NEVER MAKE THINGS RIGHT, CAUSE ALL YOU DO IS MESS THINGS UP!" I stand up and yelled at him.

Everyone in the class were staring at the both of us but I don't care.
"I don't want to see you unless you apologise to Joshua and tell him the truth. I give you two days for that." I bit my lip and walked outside of class, since the bell rang.

I grabbed my sling bag from my locker and sighed.

I plugged my earphones in my ears and listen to some random song.

While I was walking, I saw Eunjin, Eunie and Joshua.
"Joshua!" I yelled and all three of them looked at me.

Joshua looked down in disappointment and walked away, with Eunjin and Eunie.
"Mianhae..." I whispered to myself.

"You don't have to hurt his feelings you know." Taeyong said with no expression.
"Taeyong-ah...just let me explain." I hold his hands.

"What?! That you're happy when you're dating with that fool who bullied me,huh?! I thought you- aish!" he ruffle his hair in frustration.

"Mianhae..." I pursed my lips to hold my tears.
"Stay away from me and Joshua. I don't want to see you anymore, Hamin. We're no longer friends." Taeyong said coldly and left.