Trigger Warning:
Homophobic Slurs
Self Harm Mentions
-Last Chapter-
"Faggot."
"Fuck off Bakugou."
"Y'know, I was stupid to think you were my friend. To think you accepted me."
"Shoulda taken your advice and taken a swan dive off the roof."
~Deku POV~
I had just gotten out of shower and felt like crap. I hope it's not coming back, I mean depression is hard enough to deal with but now with my heat added to it, it's gonna be hell. I felt drained and didn't want to talk to anyone so I just slept. I know it's coming back....
-The Next Day-
I woke up to my alarm clock. I slammed it to make the sound stop. I made sure to take my pills then got dressed and brushed my teeth. I didn't bother to brush my hair since my ears were droopy and in the way.
~3rd Person POV~
Izuku walked into the kitchen to get some breakfast. Everyone was staring at him but he could care less. Bakugou was still thinking about yesterday's events and was watching his every move. In fact, the whole class was thinking about it. Yesterday they had seen Izuku swear at Bakugou and call him by his real name. Usually every morning Izuku would greet everyone with a big smile and talk to everyone but today was different. He didn't smile once or make eye contact with anyone, his ears were flat against his head and his tail drooped down hovering just above the floor. Nobody said a word. Izuku finished his cereal quickly, grabbed his bag, and walked out the door.
-Time skip to class-
Aizawa stared at Izuku as he came in. With no smile, no perky ears, and no swaying tail.
Uraraka went over to Izuku, "Hey Deku-Kun, are you ok?" Nothing. No reaction. He just stared down at his desk in silence. "Sit down everyone." Aizawa was still staring at his problem child, very confused and concerned to say the least. "Midoriya. Are you ok." He usually wouldn't worry about his students this much but Izuku had never been like this. "Yes. I'm fine." The flat toned voice being the only sound in the room. Everyone in the class stared at him as he looked at the teacher. "Midoriya, I would like to speak to you after class." "Yes Aizawa-Sensei." The class went on without a word from anyone but Aizawa and the students who answered questions. Once the bell rang everyone but Izuku left. Aizawa walked up to him and sat at the desk in front of him. "What the hell happened problem child. You've never been like this." His eyebrows furrowed as concern broke through his usually bored voice. Izuku said one word. "Bakugou." Then he grabbed his bag and left.
-Another time skip to the dorms-
Aizawa walked to the dorms once school was over and knocked on Bakugou's door. He opened it, "Get everyone including yourself in the common room and wait for me." Bakugou silently complied. Aizawa then walked to Izuku and Tokoyami's dorm. He knocked on the door and heard shuffling. Tokoyami opened the door. "I would like to talk to Izuku please." Tokoyami nodded and went back to shake the small boy awake. When Izuku stood up Aizawa wanted to cry and Tokoyami just looked at him with a sad expression as he had seen it before. Aizawa could see the scars all over Izuku as he was shirtless. Aizawa softly grabbed Izuku's wrist and pulled him into the common room as Tokoyami followed. Dark Shadow covered Izuku as they walked into the room.
(Why is the Tv so big lmao. My drawing and handwriting sucks but whatever, You get what I'm going for.)
"Ok!" Aizawa got everyone's attention. "I'm assuming you all know what happened yesterday," Everyone nodded their heads. "Well I got you all here to find out what the fuck went on and to make Midoriya feel better." Iida spoke up, "Mr. Aizawa, Where is Izuku?" Tokoyami and Aizawa stepped to the side, then Dark Shadow moved. Everyone gasped and a lot of people started crying. None of them could understand how the small neko could get so many scars. And then were even more shocked when they saw his wrists. Todoroki was crying. Which was unusual to see, "I-Izuku....How did you get all those and.....What the hell did you to your wrists?!" Izuku was crying but did his best to speak clearly. "One, I have had a very hard time with depression. Two, Bakugou and his friends used to bully me so that's how I got the rest of my scars." His tail was limp on the floor and he was fading in and out again. Everyone ran to hug him but Bakugou. Everyone glared at Bakugou but didn't say a word. "Okay. Everyone sit down...." Everyone reluctantly sat down on the floor again.
"I want to hear both sides of the story from yesterday from Izuku and Bakugou." They explained the story and both sides were the same except some minor first person details, they also talked about their 'chat' in the showers. Now everyone in the room was crying and Aizawa was on the verge of tears but pushed them away. Tokoyami was hugging Izuku from behind and had his chin on the neko's shoulder. "Izuku, is there any way we can make this better?" Aizawa questioned. "I.......I don't think so." He looked at the floor disappointed in himself. "I had always thought Bakugou would come around someday and we could be happy together as best friends for real but......I found out yesterday that I had been telling myself a big lie for years." Bakugou winced at the use of his real name from the small neko. He was crying which nobody ever saw because he bottled up his feelings but now he didn't care. "You are Deku and I am Kacchan!" He sobbed out. "Well I guess not anymore. You are Bakugou and I guess I'm faggot." Tears streamed down his face. "You can't take back those words....Kacchan...." And with that he walked out of the room crying and shaking.
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Kiss Your Pain Away (Completed)
FanfictionTokoyami falls in love with a little green neko by the name of Izuku Midoriya, little does he know that the rest of class 1-A is going to give him some competition.