Cheating with Style. (1D)

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

"Michelle Fulman!" i husky voice with a accent barged through my front door as i sat in my bed in the other room.

i could tell it was Harry. he would be the only one mad at me right now besides the millions of harynne shippers, and no directioner would have that voice. i could hear him stomp through th house looking in every door to find me, i just stayed quiet. im not going to answer so he can yell at my sooner. next thing i knew my door swung open slamming the wall next to it.

Harry's hands were in fists and his face was red. he stood in the door way and stayed quiet for a few seconds. His face looked angry but i saw confusion mixed in.

"why." he had no questioning tone in his voice, he said it like a statement. "why are you with him still Michelle. why are you doing this to your self? do you enjoy getting hurt? do you enjoy the mental and physical pain that he doesn't care that he gives you?"

i didn't know what to say. what was i suppose to say? i can't just ingore him while he cares for me. "I'm sorry." i sharply said as i looked down at my feet that were laying across the bed.

"Sorry for what? dont say sorry to me, im not the one who's getting hurt here." Harry snapped back as he gestered his hand to me.

"Then why do you care Harry. Why are you even here if this whole fucking thing is about me and him! It's not like you should even care! we're just fuck buddies, right? you said no feelings and you're braking your own deal." i pulled my knees into my chest and barried my head into my folded arms ontop of them. i didn't want him to see my cry.

"Because i care Michelle! that's why. If you could even think for one second about our relationship before all this, we were friends. best friend actually. i cared for you too, i stuck up for you and i went through some problems with you too. I cared then and i care now, is that wrong? Kyle is a fucking prick and should know how to handle a girl the right fucking way. and you're that dumbass to still be with him? what the fuck is wrong with you." Harry normally never curses, so I think i should know he's angry

i kept my mouth shut, except for the small gaspes of air that i would take in from the crying. Harry was right, we were friends back before all this, before his dating. yes he cared, but what was he to say these things? there's always another side to the story, and i need to tell him that side now.

" You don't get it Harry! it's not like i want to stay with him! I obviously don't enjoy the pain that i've been having for a while! I get that i need to get rid of him and i've been trying for a while! i just can't!" i started to yell louder he was. i showed my face to him as the tears ran down my face and i choked on my words.

"Then what holds you back Mich!"

"........" should i tell him? he might make fun of me, but what do i have to lose at this point? "I'm scared.. one day he told me that he'd be furious if we ever broke up. What will happen then? Harry he could seriously hurt me, He's bigger then me and deffinately stronger then me. It's not like i want to stay with someone like this."

I broke down into more tears, making my vision even more burry. I pushed Harry out of my way and ran out of the room, out of the house. I heard a voice call for me.

"Michelle!"

i kept running, running down my street, and the next street, and the next. I took a few turnes in different directions so no one could find me, not Harry, not Kyle, not even Lex or Riley. Kyle will look for me, but not very hard. Riley and Lex will be wondering for awhile, blowing up my phone with texts and calls asking where i am and if im hurt. Harry's furious at me, he wont even care so whats the point on going back? half of the world hates me for stirring up drama with Harynne, everyone in school probably knows, the whole world probably knows.