my Badass Guardian(ratchet x reader)

promise i will return

Y/n

Tommrrow had come and I was leaving everyone was in their holoforms so they could say good bye easier.

My mum wa sin the car waiting patiently.

I first said goodbye to crosshairs.

"I'm gonna miss my bestie.don't do anything I wouldnt and you better not find another bestie"

"I wont"

I hugged him tight and crying.

"Optimus,its been my pleasure being your friend"

"Its been an honour y/n to have you on our team"

"Hound,drift stay cool and watch out for my bestie cuzs if I came back and hes dead I'll be coming after you too."

"Of course"

"Bee,I'm gonna miss you.always stay happy and never change"

"I wont change."

And finally ratchet I burst into tears and hugged him tightly he did the same.

"I dont want you to go"

"I know...but I will call you every day and I promise I will return to you.i love you"

"I love you too"

I kissed him passionately and he did the same his eyes wer teary and I wiped his tears away and kissed his head.

Then cade,he was like a father I'm gonna miss him alot.

"Cade...your like a brother to me dont change and keep me posted every day okay"

"Of course.your like a sister to me please be safe"

" I will"

I got in the car and closed the door has the car started to drive of I waved and saw ratchet begin to cry and so did I.

Once they left i listened to the music and sang along to calm down.

There goes my heart beating
'Cause you are the reason
I'm losing my sleep
Please come back now

There goes my mind racing
And you are the reason
That I'm still breathing
I'm hopeless now

I'd climb every mountain
And swim every ocean
Just to be with you
And fix what I've broken
Oh, 'cause I need you to see
That you are the reason

There goes my hand shaking
And you are the reason
My heart keeps bleeding
I need you now

If I could turn back the clock
I'd make sure the light defeated the dark
I'd spend every hour, of every day
Keeping you safe

And I'd climb every mountain
And swim every ocean
Just to be with you
And fix what I've broken
Oh, 'cause I need you to see
That you are the reason, oh
(I don't wanna fight no more)
(I don't wanna hurt no more)
(I don't wanna cry no more)
(Come back, I need you to hold me closer now) 
You are the reason, oh
(Just a little closer now) 
(Come a little closer now)
(I need you to hold me tonight)

I cryed myself to sleep in the car wondering when I will see them again

Ratchet pov

Why why now.shes gone and I'm crying I quickly turned of my holoform and drove to base and ran to my berth room crying quietly. While I was alone I decided to sing maybe because it was one of y/n favourite song (sorry if it isnt)

I found a love for me
Darling just dive right in
And follow my lead
Well I found a girl beautiful and sweet 
I never knew you were the someone waiting for me
'Cause we were just kids when we fell in love

Not knowing what it was
I will not give you up this time
But darling, just kiss me slow, your heart is all I own
And in your eyes you're holding mine

Baby, I'm dancing in the dark with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song
When you said you looked a mess, I whispered underneath my breath
But you heard it, darling, you look perfect tonight

Well I found a woman, stronger than anyone I know
She shares my dreams, I hope that someday I'll share her home
I found a love, to carry more than just my secrets
To carry love, to carry children of our own
We are still kids, but we're so in love
Fighting against all odds
I know we'll be alright this time
Darling, just hold my hand
Be my girl, I'll be your man
I see my future in your eyes

Baby, I'm dancing in the dark, with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song
When I saw you in that dress, looking so beautiful
I don't deserve this, darling, you look perfect tonight

I finished the song crying hoping she come back soon.and fell into a dreamless recharge.

Crosshairs pov

After y/n left ratchet drove back to base crying.i couldn't blame him he had just got her and then she left like that.i left everyone to make sure ratchet was okay.

~~~~~~at base cuz I'm lazy~~~~

I got to base and heard ratchet sing y/n favourite song.
He was good at singing.then after he finished he must have went into stasis cuzs I didn't hear anything.

After a while everyone came back to base and told them ratchet was singing then went to recharge.

Cade stayed at base becuse his daughter is in collage.
I had a feeling ratchet wasnt going to be the same for a while.

But later everyone was asleep and I eventually closed my optics and fell into recharge.