The jabbing of the pain from the words being spoken to her made her die a little more inside. Especially since it's coming from her mom, "you have gotten a lot fatter maybe skip lunch today?" My mom asks
"Sure" I whisper "great." My mom says as she walks out of the room. I get up and go to my room to get dressed. I pull out a Black veil brides T-shirt and ripped skinny jeans (any kind of color you want it to be). I look at my face, bags lay under my eyes, which are also bloodshot from staying up all night crying. I slip on my vans and grab my backpack and begin on my way to school. Which isn't as bad as being at home since I have a two friend there.
Ones names Cecee who is a shy quiet girl who's alway dressed in light pink and white. Which gets on my nerves a little since I hate pink. But I'm like an overprotective mother to her. And the others name is Bella who is a bad ass she gets in trouble all the time.
Most all of are conversation she uses bitch or fuck. I don't adore it but I don't give a rats ass about what comes out of her mouth. They both love me and I love them we are best friends. I meet up with at school the day is normal. Since my mom is a real known model no one picks on me and also since I have Bella by my side she scares everyone even the teachers.
I make sure to keep my sleeves down during class i got really depressed yesterday and cut to deep. I passed out for 20 minutes I'm surprised I actually woke up but if I didn't no one but Cecee and Bella would care. Bella grabs my arm and whispers something but I flinch in pain she grabbed the bad arm.
"Are you okay?" Bella asked with a look of concern on her face. "Yep I'm fine don't worry about it" and there you go my catch phrase I'll use it a lot so you will remember it at least I have.
TIME SKIP~lunch
Its lunch time and Bella and me manage to escape while Cecee got caught, as always. Bella brought a sandwich and chips and a coke, I brought nothing since I don't plan on eating.
"Aren't you going to eat? You haven't fucking eaten during this whole week it's not healthy." Bella says while stuffing her face with chips. "I'm fine I'm not hungry" I say while pulling my sleeves down. She looks at me with harsh eyes "ok whatever but eat at home" she says while looking away.
"Ok I promise" I say while holding out my pinky we shake pinkies and she returns to her lunch. I watch her and think to myself. Sorry I lied I've always lied and I always will.... I'm sorry
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