Don't Deny Our Love

Chapter 5

Uma's P.O.V.

I didn't know why Audrey is so mad at me when she's the one who called things off between us , the next thing I know is that we're in my room and she slammed the door behind us and that's when I said "Audrey what the hell are you doing" and that's when I was about to leave out  but Audrey locked the door and said "We aren't going anywhere till we talk about" . And that's when I said "Audrey once again we have absolutely nothing to talk about , your with Jane now the same bitch who cheated on you and you still went back to her but hey if that's what you want then fine" , and Audrey said "Uma I'm sorry that I did that to you but she has some kind of hold over me  and I couldn't just say no" and that's when I said "Audrey if you loved me then you never would of cheated on me and you never would of went back to that bitch" . And Audrey said "just please Uma don't be mad at me forever because I could never forgive myself and please don't fake a relationship that you don't really want to be in" , and that's when I said "how would you know if I don't want to maybe I want to" and that's when she came closer to me and looked me in the eyes and said "because I know you and I know you don't really love Mal like you love me" . And that's when she leaned in a little closer and kiss me but I pulled back and said "Audrey I can't" and that's when she said "Uma I know you're hurting right now but you have to trust me when I say that I love you and only you" , and that's when I said "I love you to" and with that she kiss me again . This time I also kissed back and she lead me over to my bed and the kiss became more heated and passionate and in that moment it wasn't right but it felt right and that's the day I shared a passionate afternoon with somebody I knew who wasn't going to be with tomorrow . So after we had sex Audrey and I were just laying in my bed and she just looked at me and rubbed my face and put a piece of my hair out of face and then she rubbed my arm and she said "Whatcha thinking about" and I said "I'm just thinking after you leave here things go back to Jane and I go back to Mal" . And that's when she said "Uma you know I want you and that I love you but I also love Jane" , and that's when I said "so what I'm just somebody that you sleep with because your lonely or when you see me happy with somebody else" . And that's when she said "Uma that's not how I want to go but I don't know what to do" and that's when I got up from my bed and put on my clothes and she did to and she came over and sat next to me and said "Uma I love you I really do but you have to understand that Jane and I have been together for a long time and she is royalty" . And that's when I said "Oh so I have to be royalty just to be with you" and that's when she said "Uma that's not what I meant" and I said "I know exactly what you meant and I want you to get out right now" and that's when she tried to say something but I just told her to get out and that's when I said "Audrey" and she turned around to face me and I said "once you walk out that door don't you ever speak to me again" and with that she left with tears in her eyes and she shut the door and I just fell to the floor crying my eyes out and that's when my sister Celia came in and just ran over to me and pulled me into a hug and rested her head on mine .

                         To Be Continued...