Without You

4

Mariah pov

"Get up girl."nuni said. "Why."I said flipping over. "Cause them boys want to hang out with us."she said taking off my cover. "Ion even know them like dat."I said. "So we gon get to know them and they wanna do a video with us."she said. "Ugh."i said. "Kiana hop off my live sus."She said. "That's nun of my business."I said getting up. I went into my bathroom and took a shower.

I got out and put my clothes on. I walked into the room and nuni was still live sitting at my vanity. "Me n Mariah finna make a YouTube."she said. "Nah I already got a YouTube but ion post tho."I said grabbing my all white air max 97's. "You needa post on there."she said. "I know."I said putting on shoes. "Girl are you almost done like come on."she said. "Yeah girl lemme fix y hair."I said going into the bathroom.

(Not the jacket or the huaraches)

We was in the car trying to find out where they house was. Daquan called nuni like 4 times cause we was taking to long. We finally found the house and this mf was big asf. "They all must live together."I said. "They do cause he said it's the gang house so everyone that's on the channel stays there."she said. "Damn."i said parking. "Here they come recording us."nuni said as they came up to the car. I laughed and we got out. "What you said girl."Daquan said recording nuni. "I ain't even say nothin."she said laughing. "Wassuh Mariah."tamarian said. "Hey."I said giving him a side hug. "What video we doing."nuni said as we walked inside. "Ion know we gon see."he said. "We gon see y'all inside gang."he said closing off the camera.

Me n nuni was sitting on the couch on our phones. The boys went to go pick up somethings but they been gone for 30 minutes. They walked in the house with this stank ass face. Tamarian came and sat right next to me and Jaquan did the same to nuni. "Y'all ugly asf."Jaquan said. I looked up at him like boy what. "What."nuni said. "Yeah y'all ugly ash and smell like old cheese."tamarian said. "Nigga I know damn well ion smell."I said looking at him. "Dead ass you do like move wit yo uglyass."he said. "Tamarian I ain't finna play with you."I said. "I'm not playin with you."he said. I rolled my eyes and got on my phone. "Y'all disrespectful asf."nuni said. "Shut the fuck up."Jaquan said. "Nigga who you talking too."nuni said. "Youuuu."He said. "Move bruh."Tamarian said pushing me. "Boy you came and sat next to me."I said pushing him. "We finna go bruh."nuni said. I got up and went to get my shoes. "Why y'all finna leave for bruh."jaquan said. Tamarian got to my shoes before I got to them. "Move Tamarian."i said. "Why y'all mad we jus telling y'all."he said. He moved so I could grab them. "Go to doctor Miami so he can fix you up."he said to me. "Fr that how you feel."I said hurt asf. "Yeah."he said.

I nodded then walked outside and went to my car. I seen Tamarian run outside with the camera. "It's a prank."he said laughing. I opened my door and looked at him. "You irritating like ugh."I said getting out. "You mad bruh."he said. "You really hurt my feelings bruh."I said as he pulled me into his chest. "I'm sorry."he said. "No you ain't brah."I said. "Yeah I am."he said grabbing my ass. I shook my head at him and moved his hand. "Well y'all she mad asf and nuni so we gotta get them happy again and y'all know me so we'll see what's gon happen."he said and winked. "Ain't nothin finna happen cause I'm leaving you nigga."I said. "Stop playing bae."he said. "Nahh."I said rollin my eyes. "Ain't nobody yo bae either."I said walking back up to the house.

I sat down next to nuni and went live on Instagram. "Rooney get off my live you irrating."I said laughing. Tamarian sat right next to me and layed on my shoulder. I showed him and he started throwing up gang signs. I turned the camera to me and mugged him. "Stop doing that."i said. "Rooney do you wanna fight."I said reading his mean ass comment.

Lucas FaceTimed me so Tamarian said I could go in his room. I sat on his bed and answered the phone. "Didn't I tell you to loose my number."I said quietly. "Can We y'all please Bruh fr no bullshit."he said. "Go."i said. "I'ma Jus come all the way out and say my wrongs."he said. "Mhm."I said. "All the sneaky stuff I been doing was with kiana and I jus never thought you would find out and shit but you did and I apologize for everything."he said I started crying. "Do you know how much you hurt me bruh."I said. "I'm sorry."he said. "Yo I was hella faithful and loyal to you hella niggas was tryna fuck wit me but I blew them off cause I was fucking with yo stupid ass."I said and Tamarian came in the room. "I know."he said. "So why you did that and the fact you was fucking with my friend is that part ion get."i said sobbing. "She was there."he said. "IT DONT FUCKING MATTER LUCAS."I said while Tamarian rubbing my thigh.

"I'm sorry I know I'm in the wrong and I know I shouldn't have done it."he said. "YOU BEEN SAYING THIS ALL THAT SHIT BUT THE PRINCIPLE IS YOU KEPT DOING IT."I sobbed and Tamarian pulled me into a hug. "I'm sorry."he said again. "I'm done bro fr I told you that last time and to loose my fucking number but you don't listen so I'm telling you now loose my fucking number bruh."I said. "Please gimme another chance."he said and Tamarian grabbed my phone.

"She not giving you shit nigga fuck wrong wit you."he said into the phone. "Who is you nigga."lucas said. "Don't worry bout it nigga but you doing all that shut to her got her over here cryin and shit what kinda nigga is you bruh she way too pretty to be crying and she crying over yo dumb ass that's sum bullshit no cap."he said. "Bruh this our business."he said. "Ion give a fuck bruh you shouldn't be treating a girl like dat period bruh so like she fucking said loose her number simple."he said and hung up. I layed on the bed and cried.

"Don't worry bout that nigga ima handle him."he said rubbing my back. "No ion want no one else in this cause it's jus gon turn into a bigger problem."I said standing up. "Mariah."he said. "I'm jus go bruh I gotta clear my head."I said then walked out the room. I went outside and I heard Tamarian run after me. "Mariah chill out."he said grabbing my hand. "I can't it's always me that this happens too."I said crying more. "Mariah stop."he said grabbing my face. "You gotta chill okay."he said looking into my eyes. "Come on."he said and I nodded.

We walked back into his room and layed down. "You good."he said. "Yeah."I said. "You know my girl cheated on me multiple times and I still stayed with her until I was tired of it."he said. "Yeah I've had 3 guys cheat on me but I ain't think that nigga was like dat but now I know he is."i said. "You jus had to do what was best and know focus on yo self."he said. I nodded and looked down. "Thank Tamarian."I said looking at him. "Girl you with me now you don't gotta worry bout nun of that bullshit aight."he said. I got up and walked to his side of the bed. I hugged him while he hugged me back.

It was time for me n nuni to go home. "Appreciate y'all."Daquan said. "Yeah no problem."nuni said giving him a side hug. "Bye Mariah."Tamarian said hugging me. "Bye Tamarian."i said then kissed his cheek. The boys looked at each other and smiled. "Extra."me n nuni said in illusion. They walked us to our car and we left. "I think I'm catching feelings for Tamarian."I said out loud. "WHAT."nuni said shocked asf. I jus looked and smiled at her.