~endless~ (Bakugou x Male reader)

secrets

I don't know how to deal with everything going on right now. theres bakugou and his unresolved emotions, but then there's also mine. I need to bury the down, I can't let those affect my training. that'd be the death of me if my emotions got in the way. I just should push them away for now, but what if they get to be too much? there's so much that I have to deal with that ive been pushing away. I have to face him sooner or later. how could I ever do that after what he's become? im lying to everyone about everything. if anyone were to figure anything out i could be kicked out of UA. im not like him though, ill never be like him.

i sit here in english class pondering what i should do with myself but all of a sudden i notice tears rolling down my face. i hear my name from present mic. "y/n, are you like okay?" me not knowing what to do i run out of class. what did I do? I was literally just thinking on how this is exactly what i shouldn't be doing. the bell rings. im speed walking to somewhere quiet with no people. while I'm walking I accidentally bump into someone. I finally realize that it was bakugou that i have bumped into. he has a look of concern on his face when he sees that im crying. I ignore that and continue walking to somewhere, but the question is, where am i walking to? where am i gonna go. "Y/N! wait! Dammit!" I hear bakugou chasing after me. I can't deal with looking him in the eye right now, there's so much that I've hidden from him, how can i face him? these thoughts cause me to run faster. I make it out of the school. I think I lost bakugou. I need to go somewhere safe, i'll talk to her. no one will find me there.

I am walking to where i'll find her. I finally made it to her, where she is resting peacefully, the cemetery. I walk up to her grave, "hey grandma, how are you? me? well i've been you know, not the best. I'm sorry I haven't visited you in a long time, I've been busy. with what? well i got into UA high, i'm in the hero course, class 1A. Im scared though. I'm living a double life, that's how it feels at least. I wish I could tell you how he's been, I wonder that too. I just I've been hiding from the fact that him and are you know, brothers. tomura and i, wait maybe just maybe if can talk to him he'll change his ways of life, if I can convince him to change. I know, I know. that won't happen. it's just if he were to try and do anything to the school and if they figured out about him and i, i'd be done for. I just i wish that things were different, if things were different, you'd still be alive. mom and dad would still be alive, and tomura would still be good i guess. but there's no point in thinking about what could have happened when that's not the reality we live in.'' I hear something-er or someone in the bushes. "whos there?" "you caught me" he puts his hands up. he's wearing a black hoodie, black pants, and a black pair of converse. who is this man? "who are you?" i say with anger in my voice. "aww so you don't recognize me?" then it hits me, this man is no other than "tomura shigaraki...?" "the one and only, brother. i saw you running to her grave, i see your in UA. how about helping your big bro with something?" he says in a condescending voice. "why would I ever help you? I would never help a villain like you.'' I can't help but treat him this way. I really want to talk to him, have a brother but I can't. "what's with the label? in this society all we have are labels, such black and white thinking. I'm simply doing what the heros are doing, destroying what they don't like in this world. so you and I are more alike than you think. were doing the same just were on different sides of the labels. so i am gonna offer this one more time, how about you help your brother out ''''you're wrong. I'm not like you. like I said, I would never help you." what does he want? "okay, let's forget about that, let me be a brother for a second. how have you been?" (A/N(author name) i have a soft side for villains). what's wrong with him? he's trying to manipulate me with his words. "I know what you're doing tomura, it's not gonna work." "doing what? can I just be a brother to you? I heard you venting to that hag of a grandmother about how you want to talk to me, so here I am. how about this.." he walks up to me and puts four of his fingers around my neck, "you know what happens if i put my fifth finger down. now why don't you cooperate with me and talk? you know that I could have killed you too but i didn't, guess you could say I have a soft spot for you y/n. so tell me, how have you been?'' I have no choice but to cooperate with him. "to be honest i havet been doing too well, but that's none of your concern. now tell me, how have you been?" I can tell that made him angry, he starts to slightly choke me. I grab my phone and message bakugou behind my back my location. "well, things are finally looking up for me, you can say I've been making some friends, kinda like a league." who does he think he is? "so what? your like a league of villains or something?" I think I'm funny wow. "haha yeah, you could call us that. I like that."

i see bakugou come running my way, "who the hell is this guy?!" bakugou shouts. "I didn't know you had company coming, i should get going, it was nice seeing you bro, we shall meet again y/n." tomura says then walks away waving his hand behind him. "thank you katsuki." i hug him. " i have so many questions you damn nerd. who the hell was that guy and why was he touching you? why are you at a goddamn graveyard? why were you crying earlier? God dammit I just want to help you!" i explain everything to katsuki and he seems confused and angry. "why the hell did you hide this from me?" katsuki says quietly. "i-i was scared. I didn't know what to do, im sorry, i'm so sorry-''I get cut off, he hugs me. "lets just go home, tonight you're spending the night at my house." I cant bother to argue "okay."

A/N: Hello! I hope this chapter wasn't too confusing, I actually really like how this story is turning out. im also making a bnha oneshots and i want ideas on who i should do. I already have a bakugou x male reader oneshots, who shall I do next?? please comment! till next time!