~My story ~

3rd grade

I never liked him. I hated my step dad so much. His name was Adrian Hard. He had a son named Adrian also. (great job) So we'll call him by his middle name. Glen. So Glen always made me uncomfortable. He was a gun fanatic. I hate guns. But my mom married him, so me moved in. Things changed quick. Having another sibling was tough. Since I never really knew where I belonged. My sister Victoria had friends and would go out often. My sister Kaitlin ignored us. Lindsay was a girly girl and Adrian was well a boy. I never liked girl stuff. Skirts, tight pants, loose shirts. I never got along with many girls. I don't understand girl issues. I always befriended boys. My first loyal friend I met in 3rd grade. Kaden Liverman. He was energetic, and has a dirty mind. He and I were best friends. We always got in trouble together. We never learned shit in 3rd grade. We were to busy having paper ball fights and passing notes. But my mom and Glen had no tolerance for misbehavior. They didn't want me talking to him. But I never stopped. That's when Glen showed his true colors. We never had beds, we had couches. My moms house was DISGUSTING!!  they had 4 pitbulls and never cleaned up. Dust and dirt everywhere. We got lice and fleas!! It's disgusting. But back in topic. I was asleep one night and I woke up with a weird feeling. I then realized what was going on. Glen was touching me. I froze up. And I held my eyes shut. It seemed like it was centuries before it was over. That's when it started. My insecurities, my self hate. I never was the same. It happened every night til one night. But that's in the next chapter.